Submissions by Darkness_Fiend (Highest Dope Fiend)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
SELF POEM
Published
11th Jan 2025 7:20pm
11th Jan 2025 7:20pm
(47) Laced Up Thoughts 01.11.2025 @ 12:04am
This lifestyle doesn’t get any easier.
Lately I feel very distant from life.
Will I ever run out of things to write?
Can you tell I’m high as a kite?
Dashed off Crenshaw Blvd last night.
Dwelling on life and everything in sight.
My addiction has kept me from the life I want.
I feel depressed as I continue to be truthful.
I’m an open book.
I’ll tell you just about anything.
Some things will have to die with me.
Certain things we can only take to the grave.
I can’t truly say I believe in an afterlife.
In the case...
Lately I feel very distant from life.
Will I ever run out of things to write?
Can you tell I’m high as a kite?
Dashed off Crenshaw Blvd last night.
Dwelling on life and everything in sight.
My addiction has kept me from the life I want.
I feel depressed as I continue to be truthful.
I’m an open book.
I’ll tell you just about anything.
Some things will have to die with me.
Certain things we can only take to the grave.
I can’t truly say I believe in an afterlife.
In the case...
#SelfReflection
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SELF POEM
Published
11th Jan 2025 10:00am
11th Jan 2025 10:00am
(46) Lost, Lonely & High 01.01.2025 @ 5:56pm
Feeling hopeless once again!
I got some things on my mind.
Still on the run and under the influence!
I aim high just to hit rock bottom.
I confess that I’m still chopping lines.
Without you here, it doesn’t feel right.
I don’t see the point in getting high.
If you’re not here, then why?
Down here missing my little brother
Resentment growing deeper towards my mother
I can’t stand to look in the mirror
I hate pretending like my mind seems clearer
I’m struggling in my life.
All I think about is getting high. ...
I got some things on my mind.
Still on the run and under the influence!
I aim high just to hit rock bottom.
I confess that I’m still chopping lines.
Without you here, it doesn’t feel right.
I don’t see the point in getting high.
If you’re not here, then why?
Down here missing my little brother
Resentment growing deeper towards my mother
I can’t stand to look in the mirror
I hate pretending like my mind seems clearer
I’m struggling in my life.
All I think about is getting high. ...
#depression
#hurt
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NON-FICTION PROSE
Published
11th Jan 2025 9:57am
11th Jan 2025 9:57am
(45) Please Forgive Me Little Brother 03.31.2024 @ 9:56am
#death
#depression
#grief
#hurt
#sadness
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LOVE POEM
Published
23rd Dec 2024 9:49am
23rd Dec 2024 9:49am
(44) Pretty Redhead 01.24.2024 @ 2:02am
Taking blinkers with a pretty redhead.
When she’s not here, life feels dead.
There’s definitely something about you.
You got the power to cure my blues.
I’m up until dawn, casually dreaming;
You soon became another one of my desires.
Your bubbly self got pretty red hair like fire.
I am to do right by you, I’m not one to be a liar.
Your absence makes me feel like I’m on cocaine.
Up & down, I’m tearing up the fucking place!
I’m goofy as fuck & loose in the head.
Fucking eh, I can’t help but to fantasize.
...
When she’s not here, life feels dead.
There’s definitely something about you.
You got the power to cure my blues.
I’m up until dawn, casually dreaming;
You soon became another one of my desires.
Your bubbly self got pretty red hair like fire.
I am to do right by you, I’m not one to be a liar.
Your absence makes me feel like I’m on cocaine.
Up & down, I’m tearing up the fucking place!
I’m goofy as fuck & loose in the head.
Fucking eh, I can’t help but to fantasize.
...
#admiration
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LOVE POEM
Published
23rd Dec 2024 9:44am
23rd Dec 2024 9:44am
(43) Blissful Romance 01.21.2020 @ 2:00am
#anger
#hate
30 reads
SELF POEM
Published
25th Sep 2024 1:36pm
25th Sep 2024 1:36pm
(41) Ranting III.XV.MMXXI @ 1:27AM
#SelfReflection
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SELF POEM
Published
25th Sep 2024 1:34pm
25th Sep 2024 1:34pm
(40) Inside 01.22.2024 @ 10:47pm
Reminiscing my first time getting caught.
Los Angeles County, I was distraught.
“How did I get myself in this?”
I really got myself into some shit.
I’m strapped to a chair like a damn animal.
Police sirens began creeping behind me.
I’m coked out, I subconsciously started fleeing.
The judge considered my behavior nonrational.
I was stuck behind bars feeling foolishly.
Karma acts accordingly.
This wasn’t how I planned my day to be.
Caught up in inglewood with my first felony.
I feel suicidal as time slowly passes. ...
Los Angeles County, I was distraught.
“How did I get myself in this?”
I really got myself into some shit.
I’m strapped to a chair like a damn animal.
Police sirens began creeping behind me.
I’m coked out, I subconsciously started fleeing.
The judge considered my behavior nonrational.
I was stuck behind bars feeling foolishly.
Karma acts accordingly.
This wasn’t how I planned my day to be.
Caught up in inglewood with my first felony.
I feel suicidal as time slowly passes. ...
#SelfReflection
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SELF POEM
Published
9th Apr 2024 8:47pm
9th Apr 2024 8:47pm
(39) My LifeStyle X.XIV.MMXXI @ 1:41AM
I’m stressed but truly blessed.
My reality has brought on many lessons.
I’m blowing through these intersections.
Dashing my way to a tragic collision.
There’s three things in life I don’t do.
Sobriety, fake bitches & red lights too.
I’m always rolling off something.
Nobody can warn you what’s coming.
I’ve been broke before, without friends;
On my own hitting dead ends.
Ignoring them with, “Remember when..”
Things were different back then.
I’m reminiscing about older days.
I remember not having shit to my...
My reality has brought on many lessons.
I’m blowing through these intersections.
Dashing my way to a tragic collision.
There’s three things in life I don’t do.
Sobriety, fake bitches & red lights too.
I’m always rolling off something.
Nobody can warn you what’s coming.
I’ve been broke before, without friends;
On my own hitting dead ends.
Ignoring them with, “Remember when..”
Things were different back then.
I’m reminiscing about older days.
I remember not having shit to my...
#hope
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DRUGS POEM
Published
9th Apr 2024 8:41pm
9th Apr 2024 8:41pm
(38) K-Town Vibez II-IX, MMXVI @ 8:59pm
My ash tray full of burnt cigarettes.
Early in the morning dealing with regrets.
Lungs burning from ripping bongs.
Heads banging, bumping gangster songs.
I’m under the influence in K-Town.
This is my life above ground.
These demons may have won this time.
I’ll deal with them after I finish this rhyme.
I need help for all the hell I raised.
My conscience stares back face to face.
My reflection portrays resentment.
My heart is dealing with the consequences.
Truthfully, I fear rehabilitation.
I don’t have any...
Early in the morning dealing with regrets.
Lungs burning from ripping bongs.
Heads banging, bumping gangster songs.
I’m under the influence in K-Town.
This is my life above ground.
These demons may have won this time.
I’ll deal with them after I finish this rhyme.
I need help for all the hell I raised.
My conscience stares back face to face.
My reflection portrays resentment.
My heart is dealing with the consequences.
Truthfully, I fear rehabilitation.
I don’t have any...
#addiction
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DRUGS POEM
Published
4th Apr 2024 6:52pm
4th Apr 2024 6:52pm
(37) Under The Influence IX.IX.MMXIX 6:05am
I’m so damn high, I’ve reached my dreams;
Come to find out I became another dope fiend.
I’m unconscious on this hospital bed feeling useless.
Pupils spiralled out ‘cause I’m really fucking reckless.
I’m lost in the stars, flying freely.
I consider myself a full time junkie.
The road I chose has infinite miles to walk;
LAPD harassing me, always trying to have a “talk”.
Life or death, enemy’s lurk before they stalk.
Fucking rookie attempted to lay my body in chalk.
My past has some crazy ass storylines;
They usually start like,...
Come to find out I became another dope fiend.
I’m unconscious on this hospital bed feeling useless.
Pupils spiralled out ‘cause I’m really fucking reckless.
I’m lost in the stars, flying freely.
I consider myself a full time junkie.
The road I chose has infinite miles to walk;
LAPD harassing me, always trying to have a “talk”.
Life or death, enemy’s lurk before they stalk.
Fucking rookie attempted to lay my body in chalk.
My past has some crazy ass storylines;
They usually start like,...
#drugs
#addiction
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DRUGS POEM
Published
4th Apr 2024 6:49pm
4th Apr 2024 6:49pm
(36) Neverending Euphoria 03.14.2019 @ 4:02pm)
Inhaling narcotics off the sack.
Hauling ass, scoring xanax.
Anything to escape suicidal tendencies.
I’m an alcoholic with drug dependencies.
Stormy nights, windy days.
Igniting my “last cigarette” today.
It felt like nine eleven when I relapsed.
My lungs have already collapsed.
I’ve been released back to the streets.
On my own recognizance, writing to beats.
My debts led me towards consequences.
Felonies after felonies, serious offenses.
Thousands of miles until I get back home.
Meanwhile I’m taking this blunt...
Hauling ass, scoring xanax.
Anything to escape suicidal tendencies.
I’m an alcoholic with drug dependencies.
Stormy nights, windy days.
Igniting my “last cigarette” today.
It felt like nine eleven when I relapsed.
My lungs have already collapsed.
I’ve been released back to the streets.
On my own recognizance, writing to beats.
My debts led me towards consequences.
Felonies after felonies, serious offenses.
Thousands of miles until I get back home.
Meanwhile I’m taking this blunt...
#drugs
#addiction
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LOVE POEM
Published
8th Mar 2024 3:36am
8th Mar 2024 3:36am
(35) Numb 01.21.24 @ 1:46pm
My heart’s been bleeding out;
Since that December night.
I hold resentment against you like a grudge.
Why don’t you just fucking die already?!
I’ll never forgive her for what she did.
She’s the reason my heart aches.
The cause of my painful memories.
She murdered the loving soul that once was.
Chain smoking days.
Terror filled nightmares.
These dreams are as deadly as they occur.
What lurks in the dark is surely more fatal.
She gave me false hope.
Thinking I’d feel what love felt like again.
I gave her my...
Since that December night.
I hold resentment against you like a grudge.
Why don’t you just fucking die already?!
I’ll never forgive her for what she did.
She’s the reason my heart aches.
The cause of my painful memories.
She murdered the loving soul that once was.
Chain smoking days.
Terror filled nightmares.
These dreams are as deadly as they occur.
What lurks in the dark is surely more fatal.
She gave me false hope.
Thinking I’d feel what love felt like again.
I gave her my...
#heartbroken
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