Submissions by Cosmonaut-x
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Jest you wait
What should we do
where should we go
who should we be
We can rewrite are history
Say as we please
It's not my first time starting over ohh no
I've done it to many times before
Never in a place for more than 2 years
So many towns so many views
So many now it's just what I do
Never settled
Always roaming
A nomad lost but searching
For something
I don't know what
I just explore and shit
Live in the moment
Go with the ocean
The flow I just float on it
A cosmic tourist exploring the universe ...
where should we go
who should we be
We can rewrite are history
Say as we please
It's not my first time starting over ohh no
I've done it to many times before
Never in a place for more than 2 years
So many towns so many views
So many now it's just what I do
Never settled
Always roaming
A nomad lost but searching
For something
I don't know what
I just explore and shit
Live in the moment
Go with the ocean
The flow I just float on it
A cosmic tourist exploring the universe ...
#freedom
#escape
591 reads
5 Comments
Primal
985 reads
14 Comments
Holding on
Keep pushing me away and I might end up liking it there
Away from the blame and stares
Always walking on eggshells
How the fuck did we get here
It wasn't always like this
We used to smile and kiss
Now we argue and split
I miss the old times
Before all this shit
All I got is some Mary Jane left
My thoughts and a pen
Because nobody's listening
You just stare at me blankly
Like I'm speaking a different language
Confused and not in the moment
How much longer can we keep this going
I feel like we're both...
Away from the blame and stares
Always walking on eggshells
How the fuck did we get here
It wasn't always like this
We used to smile and kiss
Now we argue and split
I miss the old times
Before all this shit
All I got is some Mary Jane left
My thoughts and a pen
Because nobody's listening
You just stare at me blankly
Like I'm speaking a different language
Confused and not in the moment
How much longer can we keep this going
I feel like we're both...
#shame
634 reads
4 Comments
Morning wood
Its in the early morning hours when I feel you
under the covers creeping up my body
kissing my thighs up to my hard morning wood
you engulf the head of my cock with your lips
and suckle the tip
mmm god morning sex
I pull the covers back
and see you swallowing me to the back of your throat
your tongue swirling around the tip my cock
swollen and hard
I push your head to the base of my girth
I hear you fight for breath
I release your head and you gasp for air
taking a lung full before your mouth slides back down my...
under the covers creeping up my body
kissing my thighs up to my hard morning wood
you engulf the head of my cock with your lips
and suckle the tip
mmm god morning sex
I pull the covers back
and see you swallowing me to the back of your throat
your tongue swirling around the tip my cock
swollen and hard
I push your head to the base of my girth
I hear you fight for breath
I release your head and you gasp for air
taking a lung full before your mouth slides back down my...
#lust
1397 reads
10 Comments
So tired of being tired
I can't even think straight
Every second you consume of me
I can't even turn around without seeing you starring
Then asking endless questions that stem from insecurities
Whatever answer I give is wrong it seems
Constantly blaming me
I'll nod and agree ,you say I'm lying
I challenge , you get explosive
Never do my words get heard I constantly repeat
Sometimes about the same thing
You literally woke me up to drama
And it hasn't ended causing trauma
You keep on pushing pressing every button
Then complain when I come...
Every second you consume of me
I can't even turn around without seeing you starring
Then asking endless questions that stem from insecurities
Whatever answer I give is wrong it seems
Constantly blaming me
I'll nod and agree ,you say I'm lying
I challenge , you get explosive
Never do my words get heard I constantly repeat
Sometimes about the same thing
You literally woke me up to drama
And it hasn't ended causing trauma
You keep on pushing pressing every button
Then complain when I come...
#erotic
#MentalHealth
716 reads
3 Comments
Going cold
I can't be what you want
And I can never give you up
We pick and bicker
Then next were making love
Why are we so stubborn
why can't we give it up
You say you will
and be done with us
Breaking my heart each time a little more
But then we return to us once more
How much can I take of this
is it worth the shit
Worth the headaches and stress
The restless nights alone thinking of her sexy lips on his
Was she just torturing me
Was I just giving in
Being what she wanted me to be ...
And I can never give you up
We pick and bicker
Then next were making love
Why are we so stubborn
why can't we give it up
You say you will
and be done with us
Breaking my heart each time a little more
But then we return to us once more
How much can I take of this
is it worth the shit
Worth the headaches and stress
The restless nights alone thinking of her sexy lips on his
Was she just torturing me
Was I just giving in
Being what she wanted me to be ...
#love
#forgiveness
#breakup #hurt
#breakup #hurt
577 reads
2 Comments
Devils in my ear
Sometimes I feel like I don't belong
Like all I'm doing is just a waste
That life is futile and not worth the chase
I have no rest
just empty feelings inside my chest
Thoughts of suicide and if its best
To end this race that I'm in last
So many nightmares I can never sleep
And when I do it feels like just a wink
the hours and days blend into weeks
And I can't remember a goddamn thing
Is this life ? Or is it just me
Life seems pointless and always bleek
Happiness held for just a brief second
To then...
Like all I'm doing is just a waste
That life is futile and not worth the chase
I have no rest
just empty feelings inside my chest
Thoughts of suicide and if its best
To end this race that I'm in last
So many nightmares I can never sleep
And when I do it feels like just a wink
the hours and days blend into weeks
And I can't remember a goddamn thing
Is this life ? Or is it just me
Life seems pointless and always bleek
Happiness held for just a brief second
To then...
#LifeAsAWriter
556 reads
4 Comments
The sound of Solitude
The music to my heart has sung
Lost upon the winds of change
Thru years of hope and pain
Thru ears of heartless dames
Then dragged thru dirt and mud
My heart has sung its song
Thru these hollow lungs
Written in a vilified soul
Passed to heavy head
Depression lingers on the peripheral edge
It was predestined
But the emotions still dig sinking their claws in
Like a monster inside trying to break thru his ribs
It needs escape far away
Away from you and all the fake
It needs solitude so...
Lost upon the winds of change
Thru years of hope and pain
Thru ears of heartless dames
Then dragged thru dirt and mud
My heart has sung its song
Thru these hollow lungs
Written in a vilified soul
Passed to heavy head
Depression lingers on the peripheral edge
It was predestined
But the emotions still dig sinking their claws in
Like a monster inside trying to break thru his ribs
It needs escape far away
Away from you and all the fake
It needs solitude so...
#PopCulture
688 reads
2 Comments
I melted for you
come on babe
just one more dose
drop the tab and get in close
I hold you close
the universe opens for us
swirling colors kisses of are souls
the warmth
I melt in your hold
my soul weeps and I need more
I bury myself in everything that is you
holding you so close not breathing feeling you
at this moment time stops and everything is you
I cant focus my heart beats just for you
everything is her
your everything to me
I slide inside your warmth like silk sheets
caressing kissing every part of you ...
just one more dose
drop the tab and get in close
I hold you close
the universe opens for us
swirling colors kisses of are souls
the warmth
I melt in your hold
my soul weeps and I need more
I bury myself in everything that is you
holding you so close not breathing feeling you
at this moment time stops and everything is you
I cant focus my heart beats just for you
everything is her
your everything to me
I slide inside your warmth like silk sheets
caressing kissing every part of you ...
#happiness
#love
#lover
#uplifting
#passion
638 reads
4 Comments
Why so serious? Detective
You think you know me
But no one ever sees
These jaded green
agate eyes
Peering into your soul
I can see your insecurities
Your hate and misery it infects me
It's always been a double sided gift
A curse
Something I live with
Being able to read a person like a book
I used to profile crooks
There motives and ticks
patterns if any and where next would they dig
Putting myself in there shoes
Do and feel as they do
The horrors and sin
The flesh and the skin
The...
But no one ever sees
These jaded green
agate eyes
Peering into your soul
I can see your insecurities
Your hate and misery it infects me
It's always been a double sided gift
A curse
Something I live with
Being able to read a person like a book
I used to profile crooks
There motives and ticks
patterns if any and where next would they dig
Putting myself in there shoes
Do and feel as they do
The horrors and sin
The flesh and the skin
The...
#PopCulture
728 reads
2 Comments
Bitter sweet ( a collaboration with Oxy-moronicMe )
931 reads
4 Comments
I'm breathing down your neck now
When it's least expected i will execute my vengeance
I gave you many chances
Was open and honest with you
Asking you if there was anything you wanna tell me
Even at one point straight up asking
But you straight up lied to me
Usually when I ask a question I already have the answer
Did my research and all the fact checking
Collected evidence
When I accuse somebody I bring my ammo
And it's earth shaking
You're minds racing
Body shaken
In shock about how I just exposed you
Now i will get my justice and it will be...
I gave you many chances
Was open and honest with you
Asking you if there was anything you wanna tell me
Even at one point straight up asking
But you straight up lied to me
Usually when I ask a question I already have the answer
Did my research and all the fact checking
Collected evidence
When I accuse somebody I bring my ammo
And it's earth shaking
You're minds racing
Body shaken
In shock about how I just exposed you
Now i will get my justice and it will be...
#LifeAsAWriter
726 reads
10 Comments
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