Submissions by Cosmonaut-x
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
EROTIC POEM
Published
4th Jun 2022 3:48pm
4th Jun 2022 3:48pm
Hard as an oak
#sex
#erotic
341 reads
3 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
3rd Jun 2022 8:52am
3rd Jun 2022 8:52am
Wildcat
#love
#depression
#sex
#MentalHealth
#SelfDiscovery
314 reads
0 Comments
NON-FICTION PROSE
Published
17th May 2022 7:56am
17th May 2022 7:56am
Tearing at the seams
The mind is a crazy place to be in
I mean like thinking deep
Like your observing from above
But hearing the thoughts deep internally
And memories
Hundreds of thousands of images reeling
Almost like time traveling
Then snapped back to reality
I’ve been told I’m disassociating
I wish I could hold a moment
Just frozen in time but still feel it
Imagine that
Just stop everything
Reaching thru the realities
Grabbing that feeling
And never letting go of it .
And I hate those sayings
You know the ones like ...
I mean like thinking deep
Like your observing from above
But hearing the thoughts deep internally
And memories
Hundreds of thousands of images reeling
Almost like time traveling
Then snapped back to reality
I’ve been told I’m disassociating
I wish I could hold a moment
Just frozen in time but still feel it
Imagine that
Just stop everything
Reaching thru the realities
Grabbing that feeling
And never letting go of it .
And I hate those sayings
You know the ones like ...
#LifeStruggles
#SelfReflection
#nonfiction
305 reads
0 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
23rd May 2020 10:32pm
23rd May 2020 10:32pm
Tarred and feathered
I'm a waste
Just garbage like they say
And all my anxiety and rage pushed them all away
I get better then I stumble
Mumbling it's your fault
Knowing I'm the cancer
that drains you each day
Im fuckin ill stay away
I'll only contaminate you
There's nothing to heal
Just only pain
You were everything I wanted
And Now you're just huanting
I wish I could take the pain away
I wish I could change all those days
But everything is lost
And I'm just forgotten.
Just garbage like they say
And all my anxiety and rage pushed them all away
I get better then I stumble
Mumbling it's your fault
Knowing I'm the cancer
that drains you each day
Im fuckin ill stay away
I'll only contaminate you
There's nothing to heal
Just only pain
You were everything I wanted
And Now you're just huanting
I wish I could take the pain away
I wish I could change all those days
But everything is lost
And I'm just forgotten.
#relationships
#SelfHarm
421 reads
3 Comments
EROTIC POEM
Published
3rd Jun 2018 11:10pm
3rd Jun 2018 11:10pm
Out the back
I had to be quiet she lay fast asleep
I crept and tiptoed out to the street
Getting in her car for a quickie
On the sneak
We've been at this awhile
The misses at home spits hatered that's vile
Teeth like a crocodile
But her friend seems to smile
Treating me like a king
I know it's only for the D
But In those moments
I forget that the one at home hates me .
I crept and tiptoed out to the street
Getting in her car for a quickie
On the sneak
We've been at this awhile
The misses at home spits hatered that's vile
Teeth like a crocodile
But her friend seems to smile
Treating me like a king
I know it's only for the D
But In those moments
I forget that the one at home hates me .
#sex
#betrayal
#dirty
711 reads
3 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
15th Apr 2018 4:45am
15th Apr 2018 4:45am
Crush me
I'm broken down
That's what i shouted
And she never doubted it ..
I've been struggling
Muggling buggeling
Crawling in the darkest corners
And i haven't found it ..
Im fucking deranged
The pain leaks thru theses hollow veins
Spilling onto pages and nothing will change
Im enraged
Do you hear the deafening sorrow
Say I'm melodramatic
and trace the scars to
You know nothing like i do
I soar above you
White wings
Hawk eyes
always scoping you
Point some...
That's what i shouted
And she never doubted it ..
I've been struggling
Muggling buggeling
Crawling in the darkest corners
And i haven't found it ..
Im fucking deranged
The pain leaks thru theses hollow veins
Spilling onto pages and nothing will change
Im enraged
Do you hear the deafening sorrow
Say I'm melodramatic
and trace the scars to
You know nothing like i do
I soar above you
White wings
Hawk eyes
always scoping you
Point some...
#anxiety
#love
#LifeStruggles
606 reads
0 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
28th Feb 2018 11:29am
28th Feb 2018 11:29am
Whos got my 6
You say you got me
But you always forget about me
Leaving me stranded
With all my cash in your hand
Tonight someone tried to break in
You gave away our guns
Didn't even keep one
Even tho i pleaded
Now it's needed
What if i die tonight ?
If they come back looking for a fight ?
And I'm all alone in this home,
Quiet as a stone
It seems we always forget me and my needs
Or safety
And you being gone allowed me to breath
Now that I'm not suffocating
I see how poorly you treat me
How you don't...
But you always forget about me
Leaving me stranded
With all my cash in your hand
Tonight someone tried to break in
You gave away our guns
Didn't even keep one
Even tho i pleaded
Now it's needed
What if i die tonight ?
If they come back looking for a fight ?
And I'm all alone in this home,
Quiet as a stone
It seems we always forget me and my needs
Or safety
And you being gone allowed me to breath
Now that I'm not suffocating
I see how poorly you treat me
How you don't...
598 reads
3 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
20th Feb 2018 10:42pm
20th Feb 2018 10:42pm
Broken homes
You're losing it look at you
Everyday getting worse I don't even recognize you
You once were happy and loving
Now you self loath resent and act like you're mourning
You're depression is killing us
I've tried to be there for you but you always give up
On us
Screaming hatred
Everyday at me
I'm tired of your hands me
I could easily break you
But I don't because I love you
You get violent more everyday
Scratches,pushing slaps to the face
I don't know how much more I can take
I don't...
Everyday getting worse I don't even recognize you
You once were happy and loving
Now you self loath resent and act like you're mourning
You're depression is killing us
I've tried to be there for you but you always give up
On us
Screaming hatred
Everyday at me
I'm tired of your hands me
I could easily break you
But I don't because I love you
You get violent more everyday
Scratches,pushing slaps to the face
I don't know how much more I can take
I don't...
#depression
#LifeStruggles
#confessional
664 reads
1 Comment
LOVE POEM
Published
7th Feb 2018 9:25pm
7th Feb 2018 9:25pm
From our Ash's
I'm sorry for everything negative that’s happen
I never planned them
Just landed myself right in the middle of them
Trying to start my life over again
Trying something new and bonding with you
I was excited to begin
Then
Now everything is different
I'm not the same fuck up
I was on a righteous path
With love and no hatred
And no violence to speak of
I'm not myself
Because I think I gave myself to you
Even tho I didn't want to
And I told you
I'm not something you can hold...
I never planned them
Just landed myself right in the middle of them
Trying to start my life over again
Trying something new and bonding with you
I was excited to begin
Then
Now everything is different
I'm not the same fuck up
I was on a righteous path
With love and no hatred
And no violence to speak of
I'm not myself
Because I think I gave myself to you
Even tho I didn't want to
And I told you
I'm not something you can hold...
#love
#relationships
#forgiveness
#breakup
#honesty
744 reads
7 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
4th Feb 2018 10:55pm
4th Feb 2018 10:55pm
From the pain
And you'll know from the pain
If you feel the same as me
Its as clear as the sound of rain as it falls upon the leafs
And these lies
are the cracks
That scar a broken mind
And the past they say
Is just a place were stuck in time
You said that you could stop my pain
You said you could take it all away
You said we could start again
And wash all these tears away
But now I hear a choir of angels calling out my name
And they sang
As the wind passes thru the leafs
And the rain touches the day
You will find...
If you feel the same as me
Its as clear as the sound of rain as it falls upon the leafs
And these lies
are the cracks
That scar a broken mind
And the past they say
Is just a place were stuck in time
You said that you could stop my pain
You said you could take it all away
You said we could start again
And wash all these tears away
But now I hear a choir of angels calling out my name
And they sang
As the wind passes thru the leafs
And the rain touches the day
You will find...
656 reads
4 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
1st Feb 2018 6:48am
1st Feb 2018 6:48am
Infinite
As my love for you flourishes
The roots of us become ever so tangled
Forming that barrier
That keeps us guessing
Wondering doubting
But my love is rock solid
And it's been tested
Abused assassaulted
And still maintains never faltering
My love is genuine
It flows thru the heart and the mind
Divine beats that lead a path that is mine
And I got your smile
All I need is you
The love you brew
The taste
the lips I kiss each day before mornings dew
It will be perfect the day I...
The roots of us become ever so tangled
Forming that barrier
That keeps us guessing
Wondering doubting
But my love is rock solid
And it's been tested
Abused assassaulted
And still maintains never faltering
My love is genuine
It flows thru the heart and the mind
Divine beats that lead a path that is mine
And I got your smile
All I need is you
The love you brew
The taste
the lips I kiss each day before mornings dew
It will be perfect the day I...
#love
#hope
#dark #emptiness
#dark #emptiness
588 reads
2 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
28th Jan 2018 5:15am
28th Jan 2018 5:15am
Let it slide
I let it slide
Ideally on by
I won't let you infect me
Getting inside my mind
Pulling my heart strings
A sadistic puppeteer trying to conform me
I'm cutting the cord
Letting go if what I don't need
I don't need you hurting me
Promising dreams to destroy them
An emotional rollercoaster
That I'm getting sick of
I'm getting off this ride
Your ticket was punched
Ideally on by
I won't let you infect me
Getting inside my mind
Pulling my heart strings
A sadistic puppeteer trying to conform me
I'm cutting the cord
Letting go if what I don't need
I don't need you hurting me
Promising dreams to destroy them
An emotional rollercoaster
That I'm getting sick of
I'm getting off this ride
Your ticket was punched
#TimeHeals
#MovingOn
515 reads
1 Comment
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