Tarred and feathered

I'm a waste  
Just garbage like they say  
And all my anxiety and rage pushed them all away  
 
I get better then I stumble  
Mumbling it's your fault
Knowing I'm the cancer
that drains you each day
 
Im fuckin ill stay away  
I'll only contaminate  you
There's nothing to heal
Just only pain  
 
You were everything I wanted  
And Now you're just huanting
I wish I could take the pain away  
I wish I could change all those days  
But everything is lost
And I'm just forgotten.