Crush me

I'm broken down
That's what i shouted
And she never doubted it ..

I've been struggling
Muggling buggeling
Crawling in the darkest corners
And i haven't found it ..

Im fucking deranged
The pain leaks thru theses hollow veins
Spilling onto pages and nothing will change

Im enraged  

Do you hear the deafening sorrow
Say I'm melodramatic
 and trace the scars to

You know nothing like i do
I soar above you
White wings
Hawk eyes
always scoping you

Point some fingers
Point the blame
I've sawed off
Too many punks
And i'll never change my name

You wont get this or even understand

Its sad

But times adwindeling
And i have to much on my hands ..