Submissions by BlackCarol
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Writing is my Passion. My way of expressing myself ☺️
LOVE POEM
Published
2nd Jan 2015 4:44am
2nd Jan 2015 4:44am
all I've ever wanted
All I've ever wanted
Wanted and needed
Needed was you
You know it's true
True deep down
Down in my heart
Heart that's so full
Full of love i have for you
You haven't got a clue
A clue of how deep
Deep my love is
Is there any way
Any way to prove
Prove how I feel
Feel for you
You are the one
The one I wish to spend
Spend all my days with
Without you, my love
My love, I'd be lost
Lost without words
Words can be overrated
Overrated yet poetic
Poetic like our love
A love that will last
Last a...
Wanted and needed
Needed was you
You know it's true
True deep down
Down in my heart
Heart that's so full
Full of love i have for you
You haven't got a clue
A clue of how deep
Deep my love is
Is there any way
Any way to prove
Prove how I feel
Feel for you
You are the one
The one I wish to spend
Spend all my days with
Without you, my love
My love, I'd be lost
Lost without words
Words can be overrated
Overrated yet poetic
Poetic like our love
A love that will last
Last a...
790 reads
8 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
2nd Jan 2015 4:37am
2nd Jan 2015 4:37am
the one
I've always wished for a love
That even time would be still for
For the first time ever
I won't have to settle the score
You're the man of my dreams
And I'm clearly the girl in yours
I feel so lucky to call you mine
In front of and behind closed doors
Some guys are embarrassed
To admit their love to others
But not you, my love
You don't keep it hidden under covers
I want to spend the rest
Of my life with you
You look into my eyes
and know that it's true
I've finally found "The one"
If you only knew ;)
That even time would be still for
For the first time ever
I won't have to settle the score
You're the man of my dreams
And I'm clearly the girl in yours
I feel so lucky to call you mine
In front of and behind closed doors
Some guys are embarrassed
To admit their love to others
But not you, my love
You don't keep it hidden under covers
I want to spend the rest
Of my life with you
You look into my eyes
and know that it's true
I've finally found "The one"
If you only knew ;)
660 reads
6 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
25th Dec 2014 2:42am
25th Dec 2014 2:42am
I loathe you
I walk through this life
As hollow as a shell
Like an empty void
Going through hell
I thought that you loved me
Guess that was a lie
Thought that you needed me
How could I have been so blind?
You never wanted me
You used me like a tissue
You never loved me
But that's not the issue
Now I can tell, you're just a mess
I will never again
Beg for your forgiveness
For you don't deserve it
You don't deserve my love
I've already moved on
But you'll always regret
I won't let you...
As hollow as a shell
Like an empty void
Going through hell
I thought that you loved me
Guess that was a lie
Thought that you needed me
How could I have been so blind?
You never wanted me
You used me like a tissue
You never loved me
But that's not the issue
Now I can tell, you're just a mess
I will never again
Beg for your forgiveness
For you don't deserve it
You don't deserve my love
I've already moved on
But you'll always regret
I won't let you...
754 reads
10 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
23rd Dec 2014 5:42am
23rd Dec 2014 5:42am
walk a day in my shoes
What is this darkness
Taking over me?
Is it from the pain
I'm constantly facing?
I feel like a hollow shell
So much pain is like living in hell
Nobody understands
The suffering I withstand
Instead they judge me
And view me weak
When in reality
I'm stronger than they think
I wish they could walk
Just a day in my shoes
Then they wouldn't talk
They wouldn't know what to do
Taking over me?
Is it from the pain
I'm constantly facing?
I feel like a hollow shell
So much pain is like living in hell
Nobody understands
The suffering I withstand
Instead they judge me
And view me weak
When in reality
I'm stronger than they think
I wish they could walk
Just a day in my shoes
Then they wouldn't talk
They wouldn't know what to do
659 reads
4 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
21st Dec 2014 6:48am
21st Dec 2014 6:48am
unwilling to live
The pain is just too much to bear.
I don't feel like living anymore.
I feel like everyone seems to stare.
All I want is to settle the score.
Too many nights I have wished I'd have died.
Too many nights I have laid there and cried.
What is this feeling that I have inside?
Why do I want to go run and hide?
Is there something wrong with me?
Why am I in such misery?
Why can't I get these thoughts out of my head?
Why am I wishing that I was dead?
It's because of the pain that won't go away.
Because of the aches I feel every day....
I don't feel like living anymore.
I feel like everyone seems to stare.
All I want is to settle the score.
Too many nights I have wished I'd have died.
Too many nights I have laid there and cried.
What is this feeling that I have inside?
Why do I want to go run and hide?
Is there something wrong with me?
Why am I in such misery?
Why can't I get these thoughts out of my head?
Why am I wishing that I was dead?
It's because of the pain that won't go away.
Because of the aches I feel every day....
759 reads
6 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
20th Dec 2014 6:10am
20th Dec 2014 6:10am
forgive me
I feel so broken without you
I was so stupid to throw it all away
All I want is to have you back
I yern for you to call me baby
What can I do to make you stay?
What can I do to steal you away?
What can I do to make you forgive me?
What can I do to no longer be a memory?
My heart is broken in two without you
I miss your love and your sweet kiss
We used to be stuck together like glue
These are the things that I dearly miss
I know I was blind to have betrayed your love
To be with you, I'm asking the Lord up above ...
I was so stupid to throw it all away
All I want is to have you back
I yern for you to call me baby
What can I do to make you stay?
What can I do to steal you away?
What can I do to make you forgive me?
What can I do to no longer be a memory?
My heart is broken in two without you
I miss your love and your sweet kiss
We used to be stuck together like glue
These are the things that I dearly miss
I know I was blind to have betrayed your love
To be with you, I'm asking the Lord up above ...
956 reads
6 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
17th Dec 2014 4:38am
17th Dec 2014 4:38am
I've had enough
I'm just so tired
Tired of everything
Everything going on
On the inside of my mind
Mind me not
Not like you care
Care enough
Enough to be there
There right before my eyes
Eyes that can tell when you lie
Lie about everything
Everything about you
You think I'm a fool
A fool deep down inside
Inside of my soul
My soul is not empty
Empty or blind
Blind to you're excuses
Excuses I don't even care
Care enough to listen
Listen to your tale
Tales are overrated
Overrated to the core
My core is in pain
Pain...
Tired of everything
Everything going on
On the inside of my mind
Mind me not
Not like you care
Care enough
Enough to be there
There right before my eyes
Eyes that can tell when you lie
Lie about everything
Everything about you
You think I'm a fool
A fool deep down inside
Inside of my soul
My soul is not empty
Empty or blind
Blind to you're excuses
Excuses I don't even care
Care enough to listen
Listen to your tale
Tales are overrated
Overrated to the core
My core is in pain
Pain...
732 reads
4 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
12th Dec 2014 3:53am
12th Dec 2014 3:53am
Don't lock me away
I'm hurting so bad
Inside and out
It's too much to bear
I just want to shout
All that I see
And all that I feel
I can't help but hope
That these things aren't real
Nobody knows or even understands
All that I've been through
Throughout their life spans
They've never experienced
A pain quite this bad
I feel as if I
Must be going mad
To feel the way I do
To be quite this sad
They all think I'm crazy
For feeling this way
My world seems so hazy
Hope they don't lock me away
Inside and out
It's too much to bear
I just want to shout
All that I see
And all that I feel
I can't help but hope
That these things aren't real
Nobody knows or even understands
All that I've been through
Throughout their life spans
They've never experienced
A pain quite this bad
I feel as if I
Must be going mad
To feel the way I do
To be quite this sad
They all think I'm crazy
For feeling this way
My world seems so hazy
Hope they don't lock me away
808 reads
6 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
10th Dec 2014 4:00am
10th Dec 2014 4:00am
my smile still stays on
It's been one of those days.
Where the happiness fades.
I feel like I'm going insane.
I just can't take the pain.
I feel my body inflame.
Wish it would all go away.
I feel myself falling
Into an abyss of despair.
Its like im suffocating.
Running out of air.
Inside my heart is breaking.
My makeup may be flaking.
But my smile still stays on
Where the happiness fades.
I feel like I'm going insane.
I just can't take the pain.
I feel my body inflame.
Wish it would all go away.
I feel myself falling
Into an abyss of despair.
Its like im suffocating.
Running out of air.
Inside my heart is breaking.
My makeup may be flaking.
But my smile still stays on
802 reads
14 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
10th Dec 2014 3:56am
10th Dec 2014 3:56am
I'm back!
Hey guys! I'm back! Sorry if I haven't responded to any messages or comments. I forgot my password for a couple months but I'm so excited to be back! There will be more poems coming from me soon! :) Much love! Lyndsay :)
728 reads
3 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
10th Oct 2014 3:36am
10th Oct 2014 3:36am
Emptiness and pain
What has come over me?
This darkness inside
It's something which
I cannot hide
Why do I feel this way?
This emptiness inside
For too many nights
Ive laid there and cried
What's going on?
This hatred I feel
I kneel down and pray
That this isn't real
Why must I hurt?
This pain that I feel
Seeps down to my core
I try to remain still
What am I thinking?
These dark thoughts
That cloud my head
My heart is sinking
Making me wish I was dead
Why must I feel this way?
Whats going on?...
This darkness inside
It's something which
I cannot hide
Why do I feel this way?
This emptiness inside
For too many nights
Ive laid there and cried
What's going on?
This hatred I feel
I kneel down and pray
That this isn't real
Why must I hurt?
This pain that I feel
Seeps down to my core
I try to remain still
What am I thinking?
These dark thoughts
That cloud my head
My heart is sinking
Making me wish I was dead
Why must I feel this way?
Whats going on?...
779 reads
9 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
8th Oct 2014 7:12am
8th Oct 2014 7:12am
Picture of perfection
This beautiful creature
Standing before me
Can I call him mine?
That is my dream
I wish to call you my own
Its just so hard to hold back
The feelings I haven't told
I can’t wait to see
What will unfold
You're the picture of perfection
The best all around
This stranger so handsome
From the other side of town
Youre everything I've wanted
And oh so much more
If only you knew
What I have in store
I crave to feel you skin
Right against mine
What is going on
Inside my mind? ...
Standing before me
Can I call him mine?
That is my dream
I wish to call you my own
Its just so hard to hold back
The feelings I haven't told
I can’t wait to see
What will unfold
You're the picture of perfection
The best all around
This stranger so handsome
From the other side of town
Youre everything I've wanted
And oh so much more
If only you knew
What I have in store
I crave to feel you skin
Right against mine
What is going on
Inside my mind? ...
760 reads
8 Comments
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