Submissions by Ajac
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
putting my thoughts onto paper is difficult but I enjoy it so much! its relaxing. Even if I don't write it down its just every were all the time poetry, art,Beautiful flowing thoughts that I cannot hold inside,its an explosion in my mind.
SELF POEM
Published
4th Sep 2015 8:13am
4th Sep 2015 8:13am
Im a Never Ending Organism Cancer of knowledge
Have I gone so far
excitance swivels
nightmares splice
closed in-between earth
chasing moments
vibes engorphed craving tention
tainted numbness
Pigments indure
my time energy ends with earths connection attaching roots that vein
wonders one absorbs to begin to end a life
knowledge in dreams fabricated soul Love like expression poets worth expressing all daydreams absorbed nightmares to believe
depth of dreams to live your not my tender...
excitance swivels
nightmares splice
closed in-between earth
chasing moments
vibes engorphed craving tention
tainted numbness
Pigments indure
my time energy ends with earths connection attaching roots that vein
wonders one absorbs to begin to end a life
knowledge in dreams fabricated soul Love like expression poets worth expressing all daydreams absorbed nightmares to believe
depth of dreams to live your not my tender...
732 reads
3 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
15th May 2015 7:28pm
15th May 2015 7:28pm
times ticking, um on the clock
Fucking time
dont pause
stop
repeat
Fast forward
Glitch
just move
time has me feeling like im in a trans
your moving in slow
time has got me confused
im not sure how this could go
doubt is coming
maybe i should just go
dont pause
stop
repeat
Fast forward
Glitch
just move
time has me feeling like im in a trans
your moving in slow
time has got me confused
im not sure how this could go
doubt is coming
maybe i should just go
629 reads
1 Comment
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
1st Apr 2015 3:53am
1st Apr 2015 3:53am
behind these eyes are lines
Dark twisted beauty
it twines & twists
Poppy seeds will turn and twist
colour of brown will fade you
Smoke of ice
A dark down chase
toxic beauty
your chasing dragons
I'm not a riddle
Fuck I doubt this is my
rhyme write or
I'm just vibing
People pass burn even
may just down right
smash you
Chase will find you
Take and do to anything
for a feel that hides
what lies inside you
sadly its all you have
that's keeping things
real
A damn...
it twines & twists
Poppy seeds will turn and twist
colour of brown will fade you
Smoke of ice
A dark down chase
toxic beauty
your chasing dragons
I'm not a riddle
Fuck I doubt this is my
rhyme write or
I'm just vibing
People pass burn even
may just down right
smash you
Chase will find you
Take and do to anything
for a feel that hides
what lies inside you
sadly its all you have
that's keeping things
real
A damn...
626 reads
0 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
17th Mar 2015 7:35am
17th Mar 2015 7:35am
Never only you
Im living for more time in moments
Life is to short
so shady & stingy
I have no hate on my plate
my time is no fucken waist
Filled of such passion
and
all the pain I've tasted
You couldn't digest what
I had on my plate
I'm not here cause I'm bragging
I need to grow past
like a blast from the past
Pipes bottles and pills
even needles I smash
People come and go
To the places you see
Even the little things
Everything leaves
But in...
Life is to short
so shady & stingy
I have no hate on my plate
my time is no fucken waist
Filled of such passion
and
all the pain I've tasted
You couldn't digest what
I had on my plate
I'm not here cause I'm bragging
I need to grow past
like a blast from the past
Pipes bottles and pills
even needles I smash
People come and go
To the places you see
Even the little things
Everything leaves
But in...
783 reads
0 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
8th Mar 2015 5:58pm
8th Mar 2015 5:58pm
What Can I Say?!
I've lied and cried
these lines deep inside
and out my mind a
a million times
Just Realize these words
are not only mine left in
disguise
Committed suicide with
needles that cut and bleed
marked with scares
Grew tired with all this
time
Mute, deaf I don't want to
see this fucked up life
up for me
I find it may be so selfish of
this way I think do and feel ...
these lines deep inside
and out my mind a
a million times
Just Realize these words
are not only mine left in
disguise
Committed suicide with
needles that cut and bleed
marked with scares
Grew tired with all this
time
Mute, deaf I don't want to
see this fucked up life
up for me
I find it may be so selfish of
this way I think do and feel ...
727 reads
2 Comments
NON-FICTION PROSE
Published
5th Mar 2015 9:46pm
5th Mar 2015 9:46pm
blind and hopless
Im in this hopeless part
All around my life right here
Loved ones I see drowning in a uncontrollable way to live
Overwhelmed with this pain escapes out to cry
only part it can let go
To blind my eye's from hurt
seeing all that I can't change
My soul aches with sorrow
for these words to feel
To only wish ear's could hear my sadness
The sad part of this is we all know
Our love is strong
Yet we shade the most part
that gives us pain
It's a beginning
Words that arnt...
All around my life right here
Loved ones I see drowning in a uncontrollable way to live
Overwhelmed with this pain escapes out to cry
only part it can let go
To blind my eye's from hurt
seeing all that I can't change
My soul aches with sorrow
for these words to feel
To only wish ear's could hear my sadness
The sad part of this is we all know
Our love is strong
Yet we shade the most part
that gives us pain
It's a beginning
Words that arnt...
679 reads
0 Comments
NON-FICTION PROSE
Published
24th Feb 2015 9:25pm
24th Feb 2015 9:25pm
Her Blotchy Symptoms
I have these roses of struggle
Vastly growing of only thorns
Yet I'll only know to keep pieces together
I try! I'll keep trying
Fuck I struggle to admit time to
borrow
stressed me to be like I'm needy
The feeling ill gladly wait
....
Eyes that can see right at me
Believe me I can't feel my feet
There beat so far beneath me
Least with all that I keep
my head up
So I could say there's my fucking reason
Vastly growing of only thorns
Yet I'll only know to keep pieces together
I try! I'll keep trying
Fuck I struggle to admit time to
borrow
stressed me to be like I'm needy
The feeling ill gladly wait
....
Eyes that can see right at me
Believe me I can't feel my feet
There beat so far beneath me
Least with all that I keep
my head up
So I could say there's my fucking reason
605 reads
0 Comments
OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
18th Jan 2015 9:39pm
18th Jan 2015 9:39pm
No Beginning To This Lie
686 reads
0 Comments
NON-FICTION PROSE
Published
8th Dec 2014 2:52pm
8th Dec 2014 2:52pm
Deep In Detail
Inhale my life away
Even drown in every shot and smash. So many things i can slit into my body. Physically, more so mentally
Extracting every detail of things that should only breeze by
I unfortunately have a need to see
feel every simple esence, picture and hell storms I come upon
fall into the Beauty of deamons
a death kiss imprinted by this white
feathered pigment
In the middle of life path torn
between my substance
and a fresh white sheet of paper
Daring my pen to even touch its first letter ...
Even drown in every shot and smash. So many things i can slit into my body. Physically, more so mentally
Extracting every detail of things that should only breeze by
I unfortunately have a need to see
feel every simple esence, picture and hell storms I come upon
fall into the Beauty of deamons
a death kiss imprinted by this white
feathered pigment
In the middle of life path torn
between my substance
and a fresh white sheet of paper
Daring my pen to even touch its first letter ...
913 reads
1 Comment
NON-FICTION PROSE
Published
8th Dec 2014 2:25pm
8th Dec 2014 2:25pm
Day Dreamer
The girl, she poisond me
her exotic beauty
her dark stary soul
So richeous.
Teasing me
I crave her mind
Admire her body
Love her heart
yet I see bruises...
I gave her my heart and soul
I can't care for them alone
They may be priceless
Yet it holds all my desire to live
They were never meant for me
they were worthless
When there with you
by your heart and soul
they smile!
I wouldnt have found these two important parts
I never had a chance to...
her exotic beauty
her dark stary soul
So richeous.
Teasing me
I crave her mind
Admire her body
Love her heart
yet I see bruises...
I gave her my heart and soul
I can't care for them alone
They may be priceless
Yet it holds all my desire to live
They were never meant for me
they were worthless
When there with you
by your heart and soul
they smile!
I wouldnt have found these two important parts
I never had a chance to...
673 reads
2 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
5th Dec 2014 5:28am
5th Dec 2014 5:28am
My Struggle or Dream?
624 reads
0 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
16th Nov 2014 1:55pm
16th Nov 2014 1:55pm
I do not belong to myself
This I write for you.
The one, my only one
All it took was a moment.
I thought it would be endless
Even hopeless
I could never want
see myself with
how Iam with you
Ill always feel more with you
it could never change.
Only grow
Those eyes
So beautiful,
symostaneous.
In the most beautiful way
you could ever believe there is
I know you these feelings are mutual.
Incomparable.
I see the happiness in those eyes
the same ones that captured me
Wrapping me so...
The one, my only one
All it took was a moment.
I thought it would be endless
Even hopeless
I could never want
see myself with
how Iam with you
Ill always feel more with you
it could never change.
Only grow
Those eyes
So beautiful,
symostaneous.
In the most beautiful way
you could ever believe there is
I know you these feelings are mutual.
Incomparable.
I see the happiness in those eyes
the same ones that captured me
Wrapping me so...
780 reads
1 Comment
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