Submissions by AikoAyame (Raine)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
"..Those who can't acknowledge their real selves are bound to fail.."
SELF POEM
Published
20th Apr 2015 8:44am
20th Apr 2015 8:44am
Hurts to breathe knowing i cant speak..
Yet again im woken to the thought of being alone
Being alone with no one to talk to
I feel bad to speak up to them
But my words get caught it my throat
I wish to speak with old friends
But i feel like when i left..thats where it had ended
She must not want to speak with me
A very good friend of mine
Its only silence between us..
I'd rather have little awkward silences
Than to not speak with her or anyone at all
The only people i have left is family
Not other than the fact...
Being alone with no one to talk to
I feel bad to speak up to them
But my words get caught it my throat
I wish to speak with old friends
But i feel like when i left..thats where it had ended
She must not want to speak with me
A very good friend of mine
Its only silence between us..
I'd rather have little awkward silences
Than to not speak with her or anyone at all
The only people i have left is family
Not other than the fact...
652 reads
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SELF POEM
Published
14th Apr 2015 7:42am
14th Apr 2015 7:42am
Theres Never An End To This :(
I feel insecure about going out
Going out with family knowing they'll make fun of me
Practically telling everybody of my anxiety and fears
Sometimes it hurts so much to hold in my tears
I cant take the way they step on me but if i speak
It will only be taken Lightly as they brush it off
I just wish my mother would really stop...
Stop doing this to me.. Every single day..
Going out with family knowing they'll make fun of me
Practically telling everybody of my anxiety and fears
Sometimes it hurts so much to hold in my tears
I cant take the way they step on me but if i speak
It will only be taken Lightly as they brush it off
I just wish my mother would really stop...
Stop doing this to me.. Every single day..
686 reads
4 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
9th Apr 2015 8:50am
9th Apr 2015 8:50am
Love is War
There is a fight going on through my mind
My emotions are angry as i try to seem kind
It is never the right time
It seems so far
As i look back to these battle scars
I must try my best to hide what i am feeling
If not, the more i think.. its just killing me
Sense of loneliness lingers at my heart
Only in the dark where i release a small cry
I am Trying my best not to scream out the truth
Thinking over and over... its not because of you
I found someone whom i found interest
But maybe its...
My emotions are angry as i try to seem kind
It is never the right time
It seems so far
As i look back to these battle scars
I must try my best to hide what i am feeling
If not, the more i think.. its just killing me
Sense of loneliness lingers at my heart
Only in the dark where i release a small cry
I am Trying my best not to scream out the truth
Thinking over and over... its not because of you
I found someone whom i found interest
But maybe its...
585 reads
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LOVE POEM
Published
7th Apr 2015 2:59am
7th Apr 2015 2:59am
Thorns In My Heart
why do i fall for the temptation of love?
it must be the devil playing with my heart
he's already torn it, i feel like it will rip apart
i feel like i go for the roses in the garden
only for them to stick thorns in my heart
i feel the love, being unrequited
i dont understand this being fixated
only for it to be torn and thrown away
i could only remain bleeding quietly as i see them walk away
Being in the arms of another whom they love
but all i have left to know is, "..I...
it must be the devil playing with my heart
he's already torn it, i feel like it will rip apart
i feel like i go for the roses in the garden
only for them to stick thorns in my heart
i feel the love, being unrequited
i dont understand this being fixated
only for it to be torn and thrown away
i could only remain bleeding quietly as i see them walk away
Being in the arms of another whom they love
but all i have left to know is, "..I...
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SELF POEM
Published
7th Apr 2015 2:03am
7th Apr 2015 2:03am
I dont know what to feel...
I only wish to be in the crowd
But ever since small i have been put aside
I never felt like i was someone special in my families eyes
I Feel like they only point out my flaws and my imperfections
I know and i understand them
But they just don't understand me
Nor my feelings
If only i could find someone who would accept me
Accept me for all my flaws and my imperfections
For the good and the bad times
I left everyone i love already..
And they must hate me for it..
I just have to deal with...
But ever since small i have been put aside
I never felt like i was someone special in my families eyes
I Feel like they only point out my flaws and my imperfections
I know and i understand them
But they just don't understand me
Nor my feelings
If only i could find someone who would accept me
Accept me for all my flaws and my imperfections
For the good and the bad times
I left everyone i love already..
And they must hate me for it..
I just have to deal with...
592 reads
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LOVE POEM
Published
6th Apr 2015 2:55am
6th Apr 2015 2:55am
Wistful Love
Im not sure how to feel right now
I feel as if something is missing
A part of me that yearns this emotion
Everyone has had this pleasant feeling
Myself, it was something i was unsure of
All i ever wanted was to love
And not be stabbed in the back
I trust those i love and its to my fault
To why they leave me feeling hurt
I just wish i knew this feeling once more
And not get so insecure whether or
not they love me the same way
As i do love them...
I feel as if something is missing
A part of me that yearns this emotion
Everyone has had this pleasant feeling
Myself, it was something i was unsure of
All i ever wanted was to love
And not be stabbed in the back
I trust those i love and its to my fault
To why they leave me feeling hurt
I just wish i knew this feeling once more
And not get so insecure whether or
not they love me the same way
As i do love them...
652 reads
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LOVE POEM
Published
27th Mar 2015 2:20am
27th Mar 2015 2:20am
Will never find..Love
We have the same interests
I wondered if we could date?
I asked myself over and over again
What if its another mistake?
I find it hard to love with a glass heart
I want to find someone to love
Show you how love truly is felt
We've known each other for awhile
I contemplate this once again
What if its unrequited like the last?
To show you I'm yours and you are mine
I want to love another.. but its never the right time!
I wondered if we could date?
I asked myself over and over again
What if its another mistake?
I find it hard to love with a glass heart
I want to find someone to love
Show you how love truly is felt
We've known each other for awhile
I contemplate this once again
What if its unrequited like the last?
To show you I'm yours and you are mine
I want to love another.. but its never the right time!
598 reads
SELF POEM
Published
27th Mar 2015 1:03am
27th Mar 2015 1:03am
Uneasy feelings
today was filled with much worry
i thought i would have a panic attack today
but to my wrongs it was much much better
the heavy burden has been lifted off my shoulders
i feel light, as light as a feather with this beautiful weather
never realizing the beauty of night as there is of day
never realizing that all my worries were nothing either way
forgetting all my troubles of today and yesterday
remembering my loved ones who brought me this far
i thank you for putting up with me and my troubles
remembering...
i thought i would have a panic attack today
but to my wrongs it was much much better
the heavy burden has been lifted off my shoulders
i feel light, as light as a feather with this beautiful weather
never realizing the beauty of night as there is of day
never realizing that all my worries were nothing either way
forgetting all my troubles of today and yesterday
remembering my loved ones who brought me this far
i thank you for putting up with me and my troubles
remembering...
681 reads
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DARK POEM
Published
23rd Mar 2015 7:39pm
23rd Mar 2015 7:39pm
...Bloody Canvas..
Listening to music
Escaping the world of this pain
As the blade nears my veins
Deep crimson red pours out
They say your body's a canvas
I cringe with every brush stroke
Theres no mistake of what i do
Time pasess as i have finished
I leave my brush as i have made my portrait
My portrait on this bloody canvas of mine...
Escaping the world of this pain
As the blade nears my veins
Deep crimson red pours out
They say your body's a canvas
I cringe with every brush stroke
Theres no mistake of what i do
Time pasess as i have finished
I leave my brush as i have made my portrait
My portrait on this bloody canvas of mine...
782 reads
4 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
20th Mar 2015 5:48am
20th Mar 2015 5:48am
.: My First Love :.
Days go by..
So do the months..
Making it into a year..
Still standing on my own
As i have been since i was nine
It didn't matter to me.. Feeling all alone..
But i never realized love..until the day i met you..
Butterflies in my stomach, praying each night...
Hoping you..for just one second.. Glance my way..
I know you never would.. And it was a risk i had took..
Giving into my insecurities.. When you left me..
My best of friend since middle school..
Where are you now? Are you happy? I...
So do the months..
Making it into a year..
Still standing on my own
As i have been since i was nine
It didn't matter to me.. Feeling all alone..
But i never realized love..until the day i met you..
Butterflies in my stomach, praying each night...
Hoping you..for just one second.. Glance my way..
I know you never would.. And it was a risk i had took..
Giving into my insecurities.. When you left me..
My best of friend since middle school..
Where are you now? Are you happy? I...
769 reads
3 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
17th Mar 2015 10:11pm
17th Mar 2015 10:11pm
Nobody will ever hear me..silent screams...
My silence is just a quarter of the pain. Not being able to speak to you what i feel. How it hurts when i cant even trust you. You speak to others of my anxiety and fears.. I dont wish to speak anymore.. Tears run down my face as i try to hold in the thoughts that pierce at me like needles.. If only you understood but you make it seem as my life is a game.. Im put aside where all i feel is shame.. Nobody will ever understand how i feel...even if they try to figure me out all they will ever get is this same painful silence.. The tears cut my eyes as i try to say that "..its fine.."
When...
When...
653 reads
5 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
12th Mar 2015 2:03am
12th Mar 2015 2:03am
Broken Trust..
I tell you the truth
But you believe nothing i say
Its plain clear and your blind to see
Its irritating how you can send me away
Dont even deal with me, the problem
Instead you solve it by throwing me away
Sending me to be dealt with by father
I tell you how i feel and to my surprise you answer
"Oh.. You have feelings..?"
I gave my trust in you god damnit..!!!!
Are you too ignorant to know im bleeding internally
Bleeding by all the scars that have pierced my...
But you believe nothing i say
Its plain clear and your blind to see
Its irritating how you can send me away
Dont even deal with me, the problem
Instead you solve it by throwing me away
Sending me to be dealt with by father
I tell you how i feel and to my surprise you answer
"Oh.. You have feelings..?"
I gave my trust in you god damnit..!!!!
Are you too ignorant to know im bleeding internally
Bleeding by all the scars that have pierced my...
677 reads
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