Submissions by 0UTPUT_a_AURA (rushing._RUMOR.s)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Unknown musician testing lyrics And likes romanticizing dark realities trying my best To show the beauty Started writing feelings young Ended up wanting to hear songs I never heard so I taught myself piano drums guitar singing wrote my first s
I’m just here and you are just as bored
I don’t care about this world Anymore,
I know others really do
but
I can’t think of anything more important
Focusing on all the stains covering tile floor
I Counted them all
So I made some more
Im just here and You are just as bored
can’t think of anything more important
Knowing everything and everyone’s
Fake stolen keeping distance to be unique
celebrity news 8 days a week
Headlines Obsessed with sneak peeks
About people you never met out of dreams
gossip fills the brightest magazines
...
I know others really do
but
I can’t think of anything more important
Focusing on all the stains covering tile floor
I Counted them all
So I made some more
Im just here and You are just as bored
can’t think of anything more important
Knowing everything and everyone’s
Fake stolen keeping distance to be unique
celebrity news 8 days a week
Headlines Obsessed with sneak peeks
About people you never met out of dreams
gossip fills the brightest magazines
...
#anger
#PopCulture
#consumerism
#hypocrisy
#culture
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They
I can feel you,
slip
away so fast
I can see you,
run
away from me
Can only
get
so far
From you
Till I can’t feel this
Moment
that Just won’t pass
What we had,
it shouldn’t have lasted
They’re keep
Ing me away
From you
Well
They
were my best friends
I Trusted
them
till the end
They hid
They
Didn’t tell me
You
We’re
With someone new
You
Are
With someone new ...
slip
away so fast
I can see you,
run
away from me
Can only
get
so far
From you
Till I can’t feel this
Moment
that Just won’t pass
What we had,
it shouldn’t have lasted
They’re keep
Ing me away
From you
Well
They
were my best friends
I Trusted
them
till the end
They hid
They
Didn’t tell me
You
We’re
With someone new
You
Are
With someone new ...
#heartbroken
#breakup
#vanity
#SelfReflection
#denial
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Anyways to our last days
We can Split hairs double dog dares
Tie knots No second thoughts
Dream awake Never guess what divorce would take
Nightmare too late Rewind us on the first date
Mistakes were made glad we didn’t get too far
Anyways
Felt every reason to stay
Last days
relationship stalled in place
Always
Remember all the little things
I Never
Regretted loving you
But theres nothing I can do
Chorus 1
Who knew that One day
Id try and forget you
Just to get through...
Tie knots No second thoughts
Dream awake Never guess what divorce would take
Nightmare too late Rewind us on the first date
Mistakes were made glad we didn’t get too far
Anyways
Felt every reason to stay
Last days
relationship stalled in place
Always
Remember all the little things
I Never
Regretted loving you
But theres nothing I can do
Chorus 1
Who knew that One day
Id try and forget you
Just to get through...
#forgiveness
#heartbroken
#breakup
#honesty
#IMissYou
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Zero
lies we’ve been told keep fairy tale flow
Just listen just Listen to me
Buy a big house Without the money
Use all your credit The Debt is free Till
You lose everything need help turn to the cross
Praise god and a flag Religiously blindbandwagon
Preaching prophecy Blaming god casually
Why earths a catastrophe
Listen to scientist paid By yours truly
Politicians big companies
Terrible can’t unsee Lacks all color won’t believe
Just listen...
Just listen just Listen to me
Buy a big house Without the money
Use all your credit The Debt is free Till
You lose everything need help turn to the cross
Praise god and a flag Religiously blindbandwagon
Preaching prophecy Blaming god casually
Why earths a catastrophe
Listen to scientist paid By yours truly
Politicians big companies
Terrible can’t unsee Lacks all color won’t believe
Just listen...
#politics
#fate
#apocalypse
#denial
#culture
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Red
Going out clothes not up to date
Wanted to try something new
So Slit my wrist picking up clues
Said your dress needed more color
So I bled for you
Threw it out
Demanded fabric Blue
Ashamed Veins lied
not feeling red today
Out of style not for you
Thought to fix my mistake
Want past and present to relate
When I first got you that dress
Everything was more than great
Illustrating clouds
Felt close almost like fate
Make...
Wanted to try something new
So Slit my wrist picking up clues
Said your dress needed more color
So I bled for you
Threw it out
Demanded fabric Blue
Ashamed Veins lied
not feeling red today
Out of style not for you
Thought to fix my mistake
Want past and present to relate
When I first got you that dress
Everything was more than great
Illustrating clouds
Felt close almost like fate
Make...
#rejection
#vanity
#redemption
#denial
#philosophical
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Closest friends
My closest friends said I’d like you
I don’t think they know me
They want me to get better
Only like me when I’m acting,
I thought I was getting better
So they brought me to this bar and
What a big mistake
so packed everyone’s in eachothers way
Then I saw a Silhouette in smoke
I fell for her she liked all my dumb jokes
Now, My closest friends
don’t like you
I don’t think they know you
They said that id be lying
if I said I could trust you
They said I’m in denial
i don’t wanna know the truth ...
I don’t think they know me
They want me to get better
Only like me when I’m acting,
I thought I was getting better
So they brought me to this bar and
What a big mistake
so packed everyone’s in eachothers way
Then I saw a Silhouette in smoke
I fell for her she liked all my dumb jokes
Now, My closest friends
don’t like you
I don’t think they know you
They said that id be lying
if I said I could trust you
They said I’m in denial
i don’t wanna know the truth ...
#happiness
#love
#strength
#ForbiddenLove
#bittersweet
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Sirens ring not a known enemy
sitting in my backyard
seeing objects in the sky
Maybe I'm just a little tired
But I swear I saw it
I saw it with my own eyes
Maybe they're looking back at me
Looking down on me
in the big dark sky
starting getting a little worried
Im hearing things
they're getting closer
I'm hearing things
They’re getting closer
situation pulls nerve ends
can't hold my composure
Believed it would all change as I got older
Now I worry about whats up above
Looking down on me
My...
seeing objects in the sky
Maybe I'm just a little tired
But I swear I saw it
I saw it with my own eyes
Maybe they're looking back at me
Looking down on me
in the big dark sky
starting getting a little worried
Im hearing things
they're getting closer
I'm hearing things
They’re getting closer
situation pulls nerve ends
can't hold my composure
Believed it would all change as I got older
Now I worry about whats up above
Looking down on me
My...
#astrology
#MentalHealth
#humankind
#apocalypse
#philosophical
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Not much happens here
Light disappeared
looking for a switch
In shadows hiding
A trap set
killed empathy
I find behavior shows
more often here
searching deeper
Still Trying for a light switch
Noise lurk behind ran back up
Plan to replace it with another time
Hand grabbed my leg on steps
Dragged me back I’m clinging the door
Screamed help to no response
doesn't fit others schedules
focused on their own atoms
I’m my own excuse to ask for it
Light disappeared
Now Not much happens here
When...
looking for a switch
In shadows hiding
A trap set
killed empathy
I find behavior shows
more often here
searching deeper
Still Trying for a light switch
Noise lurk behind ran back up
Plan to replace it with another time
Hand grabbed my leg on steps
Dragged me back I’m clinging the door
Screamed help to no response
doesn't fit others schedules
focused on their own atoms
I’m my own excuse to ask for it
Light disappeared
Now Not much happens here
When...
#depression
#dark
#MentalHealth
#suffering
#hurt
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Tv screen
Struggling with reality
I’m inside a tv screen
Being watched life’s every scene
Starting to Feel all the static
Volts spark me to my knees
mix chemicals in my brain
Till the pictures not so blurry
Situations like this
Got me floating up to my eyelids
Not really helping my self image
In the wrong channel
Grew up on discovery kids
Now I’m watching the worst of it
But who's gonna unplug me
Say they did this to me
I notice all my problems
Won’t change the format ...
I’m inside a tv screen
Being watched life’s every scene
Starting to Feel all the static
Volts spark me to my knees
mix chemicals in my brain
Till the pictures not so blurry
Situations like this
Got me floating up to my eyelids
Not really helping my self image
In the wrong channel
Grew up on discovery kids
Now I’m watching the worst of it
But who's gonna unplug me
Say they did this to me
I notice all my problems
Won’t change the format ...
#LifeStruggles
#misunderstood
#denial
#responsibility
#scifi
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School
Bell rings I’m in hell
smiles enter the class
My heads down,
But can still recognize
each one by
A signature laugh
Begging the clock,
it taunts me back
Like it’s teaching me a lesson,
Like I haven’t already learned
Or listened to every word
The Things they said to me
just 2feet back while I sat quiet
with white bricks To stare at
But I see the beauty in all that
They’re smiling and laughing
So what
it’s only a panic attack
So what
if I don’t get over that
I’m lost...
smiles enter the class
My heads down,
But can still recognize
each one by
A signature laugh
Begging the clock,
it taunts me back
Like it’s teaching me a lesson,
Like I haven’t already learned
Or listened to every word
The Things they said to me
just 2feet back while I sat quiet
with white bricks To stare at
But I see the beauty in all that
They’re smiling and laughing
So what
it’s only a panic attack
So what
if I don’t get over that
I’m lost...
#loneliness
#forgiveness
#bullying
#denial
#bittersweet
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Suffercate
One small pill
makes me sleep
I’m barely breathing
but I’m dreaming,
No hours awake
Inside a capsule,
I dream of you
I can’t have you
in real life
You don’t even
look my way
But I have you
when there’s no lights
When I sleep all
I see is you So
I Pop my medicate,
so I can't stay awake,
that's when I suffercate
That's when I suffercate
That's how I'll end my days,
If I’m not sleeping
throw the rest away
One small pill, ...
makes me sleep
I’m barely breathing
but I’m dreaming,
No hours awake
Inside a capsule,
I dream of you
I can’t have you
in real life
You don’t even
look my way
But I have you
when there’s no lights
When I sleep all
I see is you So
I Pop my medicate,
so I can't stay awake,
that's when I suffercate
That's when I suffercate
That's how I'll end my days,
If I’m not sleeping
throw the rest away
One small pill, ...
#dreams
#denial
#nightmares
#ForbiddenLove
#bittersweet
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XFriendsX
I'm going to take all my friends away
they'll just waste our time
You know I've been thinking
about these thoughts,
how predictable
I've been thinking what I want
I'd rather be with just you,
So take all your friends away,
no, they don't shake my mind
But If you leave them all behind
I'll ask About your dreams night
And If i leave them all behind
We can color clouds that fill the sky
If we leave them all behind
I can run my hand through you hair past midnight
I'm leaving in the morning, ...
they'll just waste our time
You know I've been thinking
about these thoughts,
how predictable
I've been thinking what I want
I'd rather be with just you,
So take all your friends away,
no, they don't shake my mind
But If you leave them all behind
I'll ask About your dreams night
And If i leave them all behind
We can color clouds that fill the sky
If we leave them all behind
I can run my hand through you hair past midnight
I'm leaving in the morning, ...
#happiness
#love
#relationships
#honesty
#FallingInLove
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4 Comments
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