#NoPoo Book 1     An ode to Gabriel

Suicide’s Plight

Suicide    
Unhealthy thoughts taking a free ride    
Should I just keep walking by      
Or write a poem for someone else’s mind to decide      
There are so many people out there      
Not caring if they have a last breath to spare      
Not having remorse to no longer care      

Stress, Life, Hopeless, down on luck      
Not having a penny let alone a buck      
You’ve had it to the point you’re ripping out your hair      
Some people’s mind freefalling into thin air      
A silent battle of the brain within      
If I comment suicide no more problems taking me on a major tailspin      
I know you are tired, worn out, and yes, from taking it on the chin      
Think of a time when your life was soaring and then think again      

Think of a time your life was going great, very good as it should      
Starting first with memories of your childhood      
During those times things were never misunderstood      
Now you’re knocking your head against hardwood      
Trying to figure it all out      
Finding ways to keep your mental status up no doubt      

Reminiscences that once stirred your heart      
Mental breakdowns from the initial start      
Unspoken anger now for the most part      
Has the world now cloaked your brain in mental darkness      
Allowing no one to reach you, oh, that concept sounds so heartless      
We have all walked a mile in tight shoes      
Dark storms of the mind from society abuse      

Hanging on by a thread hoping no one judges your ruse      
However, who gives you that sole right to choose      
A word no one likes to comprehend win or lose      
God giveth, not for man or woman to taketh away      
As your life flashes you by as acting it out on Broadway      
SOS, May Day, Wait, I think I’ve changed my mind      
Noose has tightened to my neck, blood running from my wrist, sleeping pills have all been washed down      

Stomach pumped, oh no      
I really really never intended to go      
Save me please      
The next time I will ask for these thoughts to be removed on my knees      
Paddles of life to chest couldn’t help      
The third time it worked, yelp      

As I lay still      
No more turmoil to fit this earthly bill      
Had I hung in, would this had passed, but still      
There was always a tomorrow      
Tears from someone else’s eyes at the expense of my sorrow      
I’m on my ascending pathway      
You will see the understanding of this self-demise revealed to you on Judgment Day      
There will be no more words from you to say      

When you’re dealing with the mental blues I know it’s not my call      
I have to pass this insight of this universal protocol      
I was ordained and yes, I want my Angel wings      
Sent back here to say or do some strange things      
All for a great cause      
Under God’s universal laws      

However, I will never know where you come from      
Slow down, let’s talk, I may be able to tell you how to channel that raging weather, and then some      
This is not a fad, way out, or words to get lost in      
Surrendering your last breath is when your life truly begins      
You think you are experiencing hell on earth now      
Going up against God with the excuse I refuse to give earth my final bow      
Trust me you shall reap what you sow      

No reasons accepted I thought this was my only way out from a mental drought      
A shake of God’s head for an eternal lockout      
It hurts if only you knew from the soul’s earthly remembrance to let it be      
At the Pearly Gates begging if only you could see      
Do not allow your mind to attempt to unlocked God’s universal mysterious      
You can’t      
Therefore, when you’re feeling down, pray, meditate, or chant      

No one wants to come back here      
And still adhere      
To the same plan you thought for a quick escape      
Accepting your fate again on this planet we call earth, denied until you reshape      
Trust me that’s not a Heavenly debate      
At any rate      
You never get those moments in time to backdate      

When in doubt, talk it out, take medication if you must to get you through      
I know this has been tried and true      
Just please keep this angle of view in mind      
And allow your thoughts to naturally unwind      
Channel your temple and leave the negative energy of your mind behind      
Once you close your eyes      
No more second chances to understand, the what, when you  cannot fathom the whys

NoPoo #19 (12-13-20)

cold_fusion said:13.12.2020
2144 AEDST

#32

there is a faint scent of her in this stagnant air
otherwise it
is another warm and humid
unbearable night

light
matter's not tonight
for the visibility is zero
in her absence

lungs
these lungs
they're saturated
the adjacent heart
their neighbour within
the rib cage
is mired
in a struggle of its own

dawn cannot come
soon enough





.



amazing cf... the unbearably weighing down emptiness..in beautiful tender yearns of love 🙏💖✍️🔥.. its touching poetics daily .. from soulful poets of the you, Lep & more so.. Loving them all ..feeling deep in gratitude to be part of this thread.. light & love & hope & truth .. amidst whatever veils & masks & lies  this worldly MAYA churns in their drama ...  only to be dissolving nowhere ..unto the Warrioring~ One Absolute Truth . TRUTH shall prevail 💖🔥

#NoPoo/ 141220/ 01;13:31

^ Uma this crackles & whips like a radio frequency beyond the moon. Of another wordscape. Of a better world.

Amazing..

14.12.2020
8.38am
#NoPoo

how easy that hour glass sand flow
as fluid as changes from someone
to no one, and soon forgotten


I went against the grain
you loom larger
than before

53

summultima said:


amazing cf... the unbearably weighing down emptiness..in beautiful tender yearns of love 🙏💖✍️🔥.. its touching poetics daily .. from soulful poets of the you, Lep & more so.. Loving them all ..feeling deep in gratitude to be part of this thread.. light & love & hope & truth .. amidst whatever veils & masks & lies  this worldly MAYA churns in their drama ...  only to be dissolving nowhere ..unto the Warrioring~ One Absolute Truth . TRUTH shall prevail 💖🔥

Humbled.
For reasons more than I can state.
I thank Craic and The Soulman for this wonderful journey.
This day 33 for me and I've savored every moment of it. ALL the poets on this journey, I thank them wholeheartedly for their company and jewels they're adding to this string.
Much appreciation Uma dear artist admired. Stellar works. 🙏

14.12.2020
2119AEDST

#33

Have Mercy On Who You May Entertain Unaware

Mercy is such a beautiful word with forgiven intentions
At times with Heavenly interventions    
A hug at the moment to ease ill-related tensions    
   
No shoes on my feet I’m soaking wet    
I don’t know you man we just met    
Have mercy on me and let me warm my hands    
I understand    
But no, you’re a man    
Who is wet, with no shoes    
If you give me a blanket, you will never lose    
Door slammed in my face    
An Angel walking this earth, the first time feeling human disgrace    
Could you help me with some food, please    
My cup held up, I’m begging on my knees    
I got mine you could get yours    
Another opportunity slammed by a door    
   
Michael the Archangel sighs in disbelief    
My Heavenly father’s son got nailed for all this earthly grief    
Help me someone, he’s got my purse    
I sprint into action, no shoes, wet, hungry, but ready to serve    
Police shows up, the woman is now confused    
Ahh...the man was black, I…I think he didn’t have on any shoes    
Curious eyes darted over to me    
The purse in my hand I’m guilty as can be    
The woman’s eyes looked upon me with disgust    
Mistrust    
My Heavenly creed I had to somehow mentally adjust    
The judge looks at my Moorish face    
I felt like an Angel who had fallen from grace    
Condemned by the color of my skin    
Guilty as charged guilty as sin    
   
The woman hugs her attorney her revengeful eyes enlarged    
No remorse from her actions silently discharged    
As I’m led away    
I heard the woman say    
See you can’t trust people like that    
Their sneaky as sewer rats    
   
Judgment Day  
Sins of old speak with words to say    
As the Archangel, I stand to the right of God’s throne    
I look at the weary faces, to decide their fate will not take that long    
A woman bows her head. Her life is read in spans    
My child have you been kind to woman or to man    
Yes, I go to daily worship I give my weekly ties    
I’ve never stole, or even told lies    
I pray on my knees every night    
Accepting everyone in my eyes as being right    
 
As the commandment thy should never lie    
Have you complied    
   
Yes, at best    
Are you sure my child    
Take a moment and think a good while    
Yes, I have nothing to fear    
Okay then my dear    
Two roads to lead my feet    
Your destiny you shall soon meet    
Would you like to repent from the lie you just told    
Not me, my life’s history is the guide to one of those roads    
Hell, hath no fury like a woman scorned    
In life you had an Angel adorned    
With a number in the system    
Stigmatized as a black man with a striped uniform and plastered to his shirt, a long injustice digit    
And you stand before me on Judgment Day and lie    
As your life continues to flash by    
   
I am not an earthy dictator    
Your fate given by me, your Heavenly Creator    
For this, you will be confined to hell’s damnation    
Down with the other liars with no reincarnations    
But…but...wait    
The woman looks up in shame, ready to debate    
This final ruling no soul shall anticipate    
You orchestrated the life of another    
His color of another mother    
And you never even knew his name    
You showed no remorse or earthly shame    
He came to your defense when you cried out to me    
You were too blinded by his skin color is all you could see    
For this, there is no second chance    
In regards to such a hideous circumstance    
Hatred, Bigotry, Discrimination    
Will never stand on feet in my heavenly congregation    
Remember  
 
Hebrews 13:2    
It’s ordained by me to you    
“Do not neglect to show hospitality to strangers, for thereby some have entertained angels unawares.”    
So, beware    
To treat everyone kind    
So, you will never find    
When your life span is flashed back    
No one wants their determination to enter my home thrown out of whack    
We all want to hear with joyous eyes of tears    
A Job well done    
Yes, I am a determined one    
No more time to atone    
This day I have been blessed to sit with God on his Heavenly throne


Reputation is what men and women think of us; character is what God and angels know of us

Thomas Paine

NoPoo #20 (12-14-20)
We are moving into the throne on the Great Conjunction, watch the skies from 12-14-21-12-21-20

#NoPoo/ 141220/ 22:05:39

#NoPoo
12:36am EST
12/15/2020

15.12.2020
2144AEDST
#34

topaz and aquamarine

the rock and the gem

stones

different refractions
yet
both
ended up
jaded
exposed to the sun
and  faded
after being traded
again
and again

cheekbones
one of the softer targets
quite unlike the fist into the wall

a(ny) hand can be right
or wrong
just depends on the moment
someone just needs to be crossed

life-
marked with stones
birth stones
milestone  
cornerstones
all the way to the
tombstone.

life of a stone
decided
by its own
internal reflection

if i were a stone
i would've absolutely hated
light

and when a beam of light
asked
the blue topaz and
the aquamarine
how are you
they both
replied in unison
fuck hue.