More Than Myself
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Poetry Contest Description
The Classic Corner: Anne Sexton Tribute
Co-Host - JohnnyBlaze ( also the amazing artist who rendered Sexton's portrait )
Part XIX in an ongoing series introducing serious writers of DUP to the most well-known poets in classical and modern literature.
Anne Sexton (November 9, 1928 – October 4, 1974) was an American poet known for her highly personal, confessional verse. She won the Pulitzer Prize for poetry in 1967 for her book Live or Die. Her poetry details her long battle with depression, suicidal tendencies, and intimate details from her private life.
Her accomplishment and awards include:
1962: All My Pretty Ones published; nominated for National Book Award
Levinson Prize from Poetry
1963: Traveling fellowship by American Academy of Arts and Letters
Tour of Europe with neighbor Sands Robart
1965: Elected a Fellow of the Royal Society of Literature, London. Received the first literary
magazine travel award from the International Congress of Cultural Freedom.
1967: Awarded Pulitzer Prize for Live or Die
Shelley Award from the Poetry Society
1969: Guggenheim Fellowship for work on play Mercy Street, produced at American Place
Theater, New York City
1970: Honorary doctor of letters, Tufts University, Medford, Massachusetts
1972: Promoted to full professor at Boston University
Crashaw Chair in Literature at Colgate University
Honorary doctor of letters, Fairfield University, Fairfield, Connecticut
On October 4, 1974, Sexton had lunch with Kumin to revise galleys for Sexton's manuscript of The Awful Rowing Toward God, scheduled for publication in March 1975 (Middlebrook 396). On returning home she put on her mother's old fur coat, removed all her rings, poured herself a glass of vodka, locked herself in her garage, and started the engine of her car, ending her life by carbon monoxide poisoning.
In an interview over a year before her death, she explained she had written the first drafts of The Awful Rowing Toward God in 20 days with "two days out for despair and three days out in a mental hospital." She went on to say that she would not allow the poems to be published before her death.
For more information, visit https://www.poetryfoundation.org/poets/anne-sexton
Guidelines
Write a new poem honoring Sexton inspired by any of her poems. Do your best to make us feel as though we are reading poems by Sexton. The more we feel you "capturing her essence" in "your own words" , the higher you will score. This will involve choice of wording, delivery, subject material, formatting, target audience - a wide range of factors.
The Rules
1. One entry per DUP persona.
2. No erotica; this is open to all ages and can't be viewed with an ECW.
3. No exact word limit; however, attempt to keep it no more than 250 - 300.
4. Any form ( including spoken word ) is acceptable ( studying the poet is advised ). If you are submitting a spoken word, post the actual poem in the body of your post. We do have deaf members, and while they may not be able to listen, they can at least read and garner the essence of your submission.
5. Hashtag your poem #AnneSexton, and link to your poem here. Do NOT copy paste your poem to the competition. The point is to eventually direct visitors searching for Sexton to your poem via the hashtag we hope will eventually be implemented by the Webmiss.
6. In your poem's notes, provide a link to the poem(s) by Sexton that inspired yours ( please do not forget this step - we have had wonderful entries which were disqualified for not adhering to this simple yet required step ).
Comp will be judged by a panel including myself. You have one month; best of luck to all entrants.
This competition series will be promoted across our social network sites, and winners will be published on our Website: http://poeticmedics.com/.
Heaven_sent_Kathy
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Girlfriends
( after Anne Sexton )
‘Death’, sounds almost tender
and childlike when I say the name,
rhyming as it does with ‘breath’,
A life force unlike, lesser the end,
when a door is pried open
with a common kitchen utensil.
I didn’t pay attention and failed,
leaving me to salvage
Plath’s words before her last,
When we’d speak of it many times,
as fireflies, like girlfriends,
sending up smoke rings to be the first.
Now I jealously guard the rite
while I still have life and a history,
and can recall all the words.
I’ll silently invoke the spell
in the cryptic speak of suicide
during a vintner’s year.
When the passion returns,
not meant for here, I’ll open the shed
and it will all be in front of me.
#AnneSexton
‘Death’, sounds almost tender
and childlike when I say the name,
rhyming as it does with ‘breath’,
A life force unlike, lesser the end,
when a door is pried open
with a common kitchen utensil.
I didn’t pay attention and failed,
leaving me to salvage
Plath’s words before her last,
When we’d speak of it many times,
as fireflies, like girlfriends,
sending up smoke rings to be the first.
Now I jealously guard the rite
while I still have life and a history,
and can recall all the words.
I’ll silently invoke the spell
in the cryptic speak of suicide
during a vintner’s year.
When the passion returns,
not meant for here, I’ll open the shed
and it will all be in front of me.
#AnneSexton
Written by Heaven_sent_Kathy
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Jade-Pandora
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Witch
In the deep black unfathomable
where nothing burns of where there is no air,
in the white ashes unreadable
as others cannot see yet still they stare,
in evening’s wicked, winding stir.
A female muse like that without a care.
I have been like her.
I possess, endowed, an evil spree,
insanity, my bent of village spells
on every inhabitant and flea;
my brewing for the vermin with me dwells,
from cavern home the smell’s allure.
A female like that is a mystery.
I have been like her.
A rutted road where dreams awaken,
I scan the scenery to memorize
and see where I am being taken;
the executioner I recognize:
I hear the sounds of chain and spur.
A female like that looks death in the eyes.
I have been like her.
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Ahavati
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Next month's poll to determine our featured male poet is up. Thank you for your vote.
https://deepundergroundpoetry.com/forum/speakeasy/read/10916/#451778
https://deepundergroundpoetry.com/forum/speakeasy/read/10916/#451778
Ahavati
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More than Myself ( after Anne Sexton )
A certain charm adorns
a gutter, you see its potential
when it becomes home;
rat breath inhaling your own—
silence louder than death
when that last dumpster slams shut.
Decay is a familiar thing
to the homeless—
larger than life curling up
inside their brick tomb at three AM.
Hopelessness seems synonymous
with vagrancy—
our eyes squint through the dark
at lumps of coal bodies, solid
in earthly presence;
yet, distant in spirit— as stars
existing somewhere above smog.
They are more than myself
these beings
in their capacity to survive.
Fallen, impoverished Gods;
angels among us unawares—
weighing the balances
to find us wanting
in our capacity to love.
~
#AnneSexton
a gutter, you see its potential
when it becomes home;
rat breath inhaling your own—
silence louder than death
when that last dumpster slams shut.
Decay is a familiar thing
to the homeless—
larger than life curling up
inside their brick tomb at three AM.
Hopelessness seems synonymous
with vagrancy—
our eyes squint through the dark
at lumps of coal bodies, solid
in earthly presence;
yet, distant in spirit— as stars
existing somewhere above smog.
They are more than myself
these beings
in their capacity to survive.
Fallen, impoverished Gods;
angels among us unawares—
weighing the balances
to find us wanting
in our capacity to love.
~
#AnneSexton
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(Tams)
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AspergerPoet56
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Feel Unattached
I wander through rooms
As if I remember the past
They are but cold empty shells
Tombs of a life
I have struggled to live
Everything is dead inside
A hollow pulse
That almost resembles a human
The heart devoid of feeling
Just a dark abyss of apathy
The world trundles on
As I move in slow motion
Things piling up around me
The trash of another person
Seemingly there to bury me
I don’t ask my heart to beat
Or my lungs to fill up with air
Feel unattached to my body
It’s a battle of mind over matter
Whether I matter at all
# Anne Sexton
As if I remember the past
They are but cold empty shells
Tombs of a life
I have struggled to live
Everything is dead inside
A hollow pulse
That almost resembles a human
The heart devoid of feeling
Just a dark abyss of apathy
The world trundles on
As I move in slow motion
Things piling up around me
The trash of another person
Seemingly there to bury me
I don’t ask my heart to beat
Or my lungs to fill up with air
Feel unattached to my body
It’s a battle of mind over matter
Whether I matter at all
# Anne Sexton
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End stops #Anne Sexton
How clean the fresh dug grave
Empty footprints stamped from lifes arrears
The tired franked stamps, torn out to save
Wheelbarrow's punctured wheel collapsed
Weeds that choke untended crops
Shining bronze of desolation
Type prints shouting with your fixations
A metronome of incarceration
Times the hammer on the final nail
Scattered ashes of dried hormones
Jigsaw scrabble that's your subliminal headphones
Black carrion crows to peck at your minds eye
The strewn of all the dreams price tags
Comes exhaustion, running out of options nag
Pipe dreams full of haemoglobins lead
The handbrake locked her resting place
# Attribution to a fixed point her wishes so disposed
MY own brother to that place it seems so self engrossed
Empty footprints stamped from lifes arrears
The tired franked stamps, torn out to save
Wheelbarrow's punctured wheel collapsed
Weeds that choke untended crops
Shining bronze of desolation
Type prints shouting with your fixations
A metronome of incarceration
Times the hammer on the final nail
Scattered ashes of dried hormones
Jigsaw scrabble that's your subliminal headphones
Black carrion crows to peck at your minds eye
The strewn of all the dreams price tags
Comes exhaustion, running out of options nag
Pipe dreams full of haemoglobins lead
The handbrake locked her resting place
# Attribution to a fixed point her wishes so disposed
MY own brother to that place it seems so self engrossed
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Thank you to all who have entered so far. We've really enjoyed reading the entries. Please edit your entry themes to include #AnneSexton, as Webmiss has already created this month's hashtag. Thank you again for your entries and to Webmiss for her hard work.
PoetsRevenge
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Menstruation At Forty (Spider's Curse)
Stung to death,
an ill begotten fate,
sisters in tangled limb,
sisters in wombs' blood
rendered of yesterdays
remains still hunted.
Weaving angels
hover over the early death
trapped, entangled,
consumed in poison,
wrists bound together
praying for new life.
Son, beseeching
all I have acquired of you,
You, whom the dusky late hours have made,
You, whom I lusted for and listened for
rattling as bells toll,
clocks revealing our closeness in hour,
our embrace before
the splitting apart of our loves' codependency.
I rock you inside the empty lull,
my quiet one,
unrecieved of longing,
bare of hearts' tethering,
a last siphoning from which
sisters in kind fall away.
'Woman,
weaving a web over your own,
a thin and tangled poison.
Scorpio,
bad spider—
die!'
.....
#AnneSexton
an ill begotten fate,
sisters in tangled limb,
sisters in wombs' blood
rendered of yesterdays
remains still hunted.
Weaving angels
hover over the early death
trapped, entangled,
consumed in poison,
wrists bound together
praying for new life.
Son, beseeching
all I have acquired of you,
You, whom the dusky late hours have made,
You, whom I lusted for and listened for
rattling as bells toll,
clocks revealing our closeness in hour,
our embrace before
the splitting apart of our loves' codependency.
I rock you inside the empty lull,
my quiet one,
unrecieved of longing,
bare of hearts' tethering,
a last siphoning from which
sisters in kind fall away.
'Woman,
weaving a web over your own,
a thin and tangled poison.
Scorpio,
bad spider—
die!'
.....
#AnneSexton
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Josh
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For September's Classic Corner choice of female poet, how about one of the following?
Imtiaz Dharker? (b.1954, Pakistani-born British poet & documentary film-maker) {http://www.imtiazdharker.com/poems}
Carol Ann Duffy? (b.1955, poet laureate from 2009-2019) {https://www.scottishpoetrylibrary.org.uk/poet/carol-ann-duffy/}
Kathleen Jamie? (b.1962, Scottish poet) {https://www.scottishpoetrylibrary.org.uk/poet/kathleen-jamie/}
... as three U.K poets.
(NB: This might be the last chance to use the phrase "U.K poets" before the U.K disintegrates in Brexit on 31st October)
Josh.
Imtiaz Dharker? (b.1954, Pakistani-born British poet & documentary film-maker) {http://www.imtiazdharker.com/poems}
Carol Ann Duffy? (b.1955, poet laureate from 2009-2019) {https://www.scottishpoetrylibrary.org.uk/poet/carol-ann-duffy/}
Kathleen Jamie? (b.1962, Scottish poet) {https://www.scottishpoetrylibrary.org.uk/poet/kathleen-jamie/}
... as three U.K poets.
(NB: This might be the last chance to use the phrase "U.K poets" before the U.K disintegrates in Brexit on 31st October)
Josh.
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The Awful Rowing (Toward God)
'Perhaps God is only a deep voice
heard by the deaf,
I do not know'
-Anne Sexton
Where is God, what sun, what moon
towed the misogyny
to leave me here in his blood?
The far off island of blinking starlight
winks and carries me off:
I am floating, I am rowing.
Seeking, I am always seeking;
such tedious labor to play this game.
He is receding as I push on to his
island in the sun
inhaling its fishy, sour sobriety.
My skin is removed of its endurance,
I am raw, blistered in the salt air,
glued to this loathsome work
full of repetition and of wondering how,
why am I not further along than
this distance would allow and
so willingly could provide?
I let go and drift further away,
yet not toward a reckoning vision,
a dock of any real knowing.
Who knows God at all, really?
He bobs to and fro on the horizon
of seasickness, yet
to strive to know is to row and row,
I surmise, on and on,
my heart's futile desires in tow.
Where is the frothy outcome
of this great race and whom is winning,
am not I, I ask God, to no reply?
His smile is a passing cloud I long to be,
or anything but myself who hunts death,
stalks it even, pushing against all odds to it
for the currents would have me onto
the shores of insanity otherwise.
I wish to die perfectly, gulped by the ocean,
Enfolded into the swift waters like a water baby,
fins shimmering in the sun, as unflawed as its life.
I am streamlined for this struggle of returning
though I remember not my origins,
my moments of growth,
what brought me here.
What abandoned my great struggle
for living and life,
I do not know.
That great void that calls to me
and teases my perceptions has no voice;
it is a voiceless agony,
an awful calling to arms.
My arms are at my side as my resistance falls
and it keeps a poker face, so do I for the sake of it.
I cannot know why it swims around me
like an awful, hungry fish waiting for
the inevitable decay of my hope;
nothing dies whole in these waters.
I remember growing, learning, reaching
from a square crib to a square desk to
a square sheet of paper,
filling it up with the unknowns,
the uncertain words of tentativity
that were so brassy, yet so unaware
of what was to come:
The great fall of the stone heart
plunked into an unremembering ocean
undocumented in its descent,
lost to the island of God
and its salvation.
I see him in the distance, that hooligan
and I row on.
I inhale deeply from a cigarette,
satiated
and unashamed to die.
.....
(an epic non-entry)
heard by the deaf,
I do not know'
-Anne Sexton
Where is God, what sun, what moon
towed the misogyny
to leave me here in his blood?
The far off island of blinking starlight
winks and carries me off:
I am floating, I am rowing.
Seeking, I am always seeking;
such tedious labor to play this game.
He is receding as I push on to his
island in the sun
inhaling its fishy, sour sobriety.
My skin is removed of its endurance,
I am raw, blistered in the salt air,
glued to this loathsome work
full of repetition and of wondering how,
why am I not further along than
this distance would allow and
so willingly could provide?
I let go and drift further away,
yet not toward a reckoning vision,
a dock of any real knowing.
Who knows God at all, really?
He bobs to and fro on the horizon
of seasickness, yet
to strive to know is to row and row,
I surmise, on and on,
my heart's futile desires in tow.
Where is the frothy outcome
of this great race and whom is winning,
am not I, I ask God, to no reply?
His smile is a passing cloud I long to be,
or anything but myself who hunts death,
stalks it even, pushing against all odds to it
for the currents would have me onto
the shores of insanity otherwise.
I wish to die perfectly, gulped by the ocean,
Enfolded into the swift waters like a water baby,
fins shimmering in the sun, as unflawed as its life.
I am streamlined for this struggle of returning
though I remember not my origins,
my moments of growth,
what brought me here.
What abandoned my great struggle
for living and life,
I do not know.
That great void that calls to me
and teases my perceptions has no voice;
it is a voiceless agony,
an awful calling to arms.
My arms are at my side as my resistance falls
and it keeps a poker face, so do I for the sake of it.
I cannot know why it swims around me
like an awful, hungry fish waiting for
the inevitable decay of my hope;
nothing dies whole in these waters.
I remember growing, learning, reaching
from a square crib to a square desk to
a square sheet of paper,
filling it up with the unknowns,
the uncertain words of tentativity
that were so brassy, yet so unaware
of what was to come:
The great fall of the stone heart
plunked into an unremembering ocean
undocumented in its descent,
lost to the island of God
and its salvation.
I see him in the distance, that hooligan
and I row on.
I inhale deeply from a cigarette,
satiated
and unashamed to die.
.....
(an epic non-entry)
Written by PoetsRevenge
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