Long Emotional Poems
#emotional
she left more than scars behind
Some days I hate myself
like my reflection hasn't changed
in 15 years and I'm still the same person
who held all her lies
like they were precious gemstones
that could be compressed
into something honest
with enough time, pressure and love
But she didn't love me
couldn't love me
when she was too busy
chasing more interesting demons
than a quiet lover at home
and then resented me
for chasing my own adventures
Some days it feels like karma
like I'm forever paying for who I am
it's just...
like my reflection hasn't changed
in 15 years and I'm still the same person
who held all her lies
like they were precious gemstones
that could be compressed
into something honest
with enough time, pressure and love
But she didn't love me
couldn't love me
when she was too busy
chasing more interesting demons
than a quiet lover at home
and then resented me
for chasing my own adventures
Some days it feels like karma
like I'm forever paying for who I am
it's just...
#love
#emotional
#healing
#hurt
#DomesticViolence
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Triggered
four of us teachers were talking
we rarely have time to do that
we never even use the teachers lounge
too busy making copies and calling parents
two of the teachers were male
both admitted their students have seen them cry this year
mine haven't
amazing
i'm a huge effing crybaby
but i've chosen anger instead
it's closer to the surface
a quicker-burning fuel
it doesn't make me feel as deeply
resultingly
"I'M NOT GOING TO YELL!"
is something i yell
a...
we rarely have time to do that
we never even use the teachers lounge
too busy making copies and calling parents
two of the teachers were male
both admitted their students have seen them cry this year
mine haven't
amazing
i'm a huge effing crybaby
but i've chosen anger instead
it's closer to the surface
a quicker-burning fuel
it doesn't make me feel as deeply
resultingly
"I'M NOT GOING TO YELL!"
is something i yell
a...
#sadness
#anger
#TruthOfLife
#honesty
#emotional
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.....the Point of it All
.....as time goes on, I realize
just what you mean to me”
and in those waning moments
I close my eyes as not to see
not to feel
nor to dream
don't want to deal with the
saddening, maddening reality
of the specter that lingers in the spaces between
you, him and me......
…...and though I know you wear his ring, his name
and my desires may well be wrong,
bearing pain, ...
just what you mean to me”
and in those waning moments
I close my eyes as not to see
not to feel
nor to dream
don't want to deal with the
saddening, maddening reality
of the specter that lingers in the spaces between
you, him and me......
…...and though I know you wear his ring, his name
and my desires may well be wrong,
bearing pain, ...
#love
#emotional
#passion #fear
#passion #fear
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A letter I will never send
I didn’t know you until I was 10 in year 6 and all I wanted to do was please
I did that for a while but your anger was a volcano and it erupted
so I switched from please to appease
I listened hard and I tried to become the daughter you acted like you wanted
I got violent just like you I went by your name I got involved in dangerous situations knowing stories of my name would be carried back to you
I thought you would be pleased as I had done what you wanted
instead you took your rage out on me and the damage you caused I would never let you see
I did...
I did that for a while but your anger was a volcano and it erupted
so I switched from please to appease
I listened hard and I tried to become the daughter you acted like you wanted
I got violent just like you I went by your name I got involved in dangerous situations knowing stories of my name would be carried back to you
I thought you would be pleased as I had done what you wanted
instead you took your rage out on me and the damage you caused I would never let you see
I did...
#depression
#parent
#abuse
#bullying
#emotional
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Sorrow
Brandy has never been so broken hearted
You became a comedian
And I became a laughing stock
... I honestly have no idea what is going on... I can't stop my mind from getting flooded by thoughts of you
.... My eyes raining tears down my face like a hurricane
... I am in a devastated state
I can't stop the sad songs from playing
I can't stop the love songs from taunt
I couldn't stop you from leaving...
The days seem to get darker the further away I get from you like I'm walking the opposite direction from the light at the end of the tunnel.... ...
You became a comedian
And I became a laughing stock
... I honestly have no idea what is going on... I can't stop my mind from getting flooded by thoughts of you
.... My eyes raining tears down my face like a hurricane
... I am in a devastated state
I can't stop the sad songs from playing
I can't stop the love songs from taunt
I couldn't stop you from leaving...
The days seem to get darker the further away I get from you like I'm walking the opposite direction from the light at the end of the tunnel.... ...
#sadness
#heartbroken
#emotional
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Broken
My head is pounding
The noise resounding
My heart is racing
Some sleep I'm chasing
To feel okay
For one whole day
To feel awake
And never break
I can't survive
Or run and hide
From all this pain
This hurricane
Of emotion and headaches
The falling of the snowflakes
The devil creates my prison
The darkness has arisen
The monster inside of me
These chains, I'm never free
Torn apart by life itself
Stuck within my inner hell
I try to dream
I...
The noise resounding
My heart is racing
Some sleep I'm chasing
To feel okay
For one whole day
To feel awake
And never break
I can't survive
Or run and hide
From all this pain
This hurricane
Of emotion and headaches
The falling of the snowflakes
The devil creates my prison
The darkness has arisen
The monster inside of me
These chains, I'm never free
Torn apart by life itself
Stuck within my inner hell
I try to dream
I...
#confessional
#despair
#FeelingLost
#emptiness
#emotional
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Places we've never been
My angel, my life, my entire world, please be with me always, my one and only girl. I love you so deeply, that I know is so true, for there is no one else, my heart beats but you. No matter what happens, you’re always the one, that I want to come home to, I’m yours to have a to hold.
Till death Doo us part. I will always treat you with the most respect you ever had.
Give you the most love and affection you have to say hold on slow down it just becoming way to strong but please don't stop because it's making me feel wonderful.
I want to make you feel all warm and...
Till death Doo us part. I will always treat you with the most respect you ever had.
Give you the most love and affection you have to say hold on slow down it just becoming way to strong but please don't stop because it's making me feel wonderful.
I want to make you feel all warm and...
#rhyming
#emotional
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Mental wars
While trying to find myself i lost myself even more
The world out there is rough, i don't even know what i was looking for
At first i felt like a kid in a candy store
Realizing to late that my fate A state of war
War rules apply in the need for survival
No Trust, no mercy and no love. Everyone's a rival
Get too close and a burn is without a doubt
A warning before it even begins- Bow out!
Like a Viking on the shore of a rich kingdom I moored
Invading your gates and raiding your home with a drawn sword
I took your gold and...
The world out there is rough, i don't even know what i was looking for
At first i felt like a kid in a candy store
Realizing to late that my fate A state of war
War rules apply in the need for survival
No Trust, no mercy and no love. Everyone's a rival
Get too close and a burn is without a doubt
A warning before it even begins- Bow out!
Like a Viking on the shore of a rich kingdom I moored
Invading your gates and raiding your home with a drawn sword
I took your gold and...
#secrets
#emotional
#fear
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Shower Breakdown
I arrived smelling of seawater and sweat from the heat of the Spring day
Sand in my hair, scalp itchy and body sticky from the ocean’s salt
Insisting we shower together, I detest, such a personal action
You convinced me slowly, unzipping my dress, removing my clothes
My walls are still up in many ways, I trust you but I’m unsure of your reasons
I am scared because this is such a sacred and private activity for me
Taking my hand, guiding me into the warm mist of water with confidence,
Gently you take your time to get me comfortable, kissing me,
Wishing...
Sand in my hair, scalp itchy and body sticky from the ocean’s salt
Insisting we shower together, I detest, such a personal action
You convinced me slowly, unzipping my dress, removing my clothes
My walls are still up in many ways, I trust you but I’m unsure of your reasons
I am scared because this is such a sacred and private activity for me
Taking my hand, guiding me into the warm mist of water with confidence,
Gently you take your time to get me comfortable, kissing me,
Wishing...
#lover
#emotional
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Petals of Sorrow
Sweet love blooms
blossoming under the warmth
of another’s affections
Yet loss is embedded in veiny stems
Threaded with the truths of time,
all decompose in the end.
Even the purest and profoundest of love,
loses glimmers of shine over time.
But if you leave beauty
where Mother Nature planted it,
it’s spoils birth new life.
If cut down,
displayed in a vase,
it’s vibrancy slowly fades,
it’s purpose becomes a waste,
and it decays in vain.
Out of selfish gain
you cut her stem ...
blossoming under the warmth
of another’s affections
Yet loss is embedded in veiny stems
Threaded with the truths of time,
all decompose in the end.
Even the purest and profoundest of love,
loses glimmers of shine over time.
But if you leave beauty
where Mother Nature planted it,
it’s spoils birth new life.
If cut down,
displayed in a vase,
it’s vibrancy slowly fades,
it’s purpose becomes a waste,
and it decays in vain.
Out of selfish gain
you cut her stem ...
#love
#relationships
#emotional
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Cosmo-Dynamic SunKonsciKiss-ness: L O V E
https://youtu.be/amO9vLY0ya4
my love...
the same
(fluttery butterfly kites
of these enormously distending
incandescent starriness
amour) eyes
that you
pour inner me through
your profundity streaming
light
of this molten magnetite
love...
are now
in a wrenchy~ squeegeeing in
a withering rescindment
(from their
rigorous shrunken~ strain ...
my love...
the same
(fluttery butterfly kites
of these enormously distending
incandescent starriness
amour) eyes
that you
pour inner me through
your profundity streaming
light
of this molten magnetite
love...
are now
in a wrenchy~ squeegeeing in
a withering rescindment
(from their
rigorous shrunken~ strain ...
#love
#dreams
#spiritual
#emotional
#sensual
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Falling Flat
Falling Flat
You were it for me. You were the one I wanted to marry and I had never felt so sure. You know how you ask people how they knew and they say “You just know.” It was just like that. We were a definite match and no one could tell me otherwise.
We never argued, never fought. You were goddamn stubborn but I’m patient and we balanced each other out.
It felt good and I was proud. Telling all my girlfriends, soliciting advice for rings and dresses. I didn’t want anything big or fancy or even to involve many people, but it was exciting to talk about....
You were it for me. You were the one I wanted to marry and I had never felt so sure. You know how you ask people how they knew and they say “You just know.” It was just like that. We were a definite match and no one could tell me otherwise.
We never argued, never fought. You were goddamn stubborn but I’m patient and we balanced each other out.
It felt good and I was proud. Telling all my girlfriends, soliciting advice for rings and dresses. I didn’t want anything big or fancy or even to involve many people, but it was exciting to talk about....
#depression
#relationships
#forgiveness
#heartbroken
#emotional
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