Long Emotional Poems
#emotional
She calls him her boyfriend, he calls her to f**k
She likes him because she could see his deep-seeded hatred for women
Every time they have sex, he thought of himself as some kind of slick con-man, managing to talk his way into her panties
He feels like a safe cracker
He knows this is his game and he's in complete control
He only visits her at her place
She's never been to his place, let alone not even sure on what town he lives in
He never bothers to ask her for her name or even age
He's been seeing her for about 4 years
She has no friends and no one she can trust, except him
She has a child who...
Every time they have sex, he thought of himself as some kind of slick con-man, managing to talk his way into her panties
He feels like a safe cracker
He knows this is his game and he's in complete control
He only visits her at her place
She's never been to his place, let alone not even sure on what town he lives in
He never bothers to ask her for her name or even age
He's been seeing her for about 4 years
She has no friends and no one she can trust, except him
She has a child who...
#emotional
#hurt
#loneliness
#sex
#suffering
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LOVE IN MY ARMS (III)-(my 3rd revised version)-(1976; Poretto Jetty, Galveston, Texas, struggling with being GAY)
love in my arms
here then gone
comes and goes
like some rare moon tide
sunrise soon brightened
into new day
but it s clearness
only added to my
ever deepening confusions
evening arrived
only a comfortable disguise
down to the beach i walked
as night s darkness
soon fell upon me
out at the end of a jetty
from which i stared up and out
at the seawall s street lights
shining down from high above me here
reflecting mercurially out into night s ...
here then gone
comes and goes
like some rare moon tide
sunrise soon brightened
into new day
but it s clearness
only added to my
ever deepening confusions
evening arrived
only a comfortable disguise
down to the beach i walked
as night s darkness
soon fell upon me
out at the end of a jetty
from which i stared up and out
at the seawall s street lights
shining down from high above me here
reflecting mercurially out into night s ...
#despair
#emotional
#emptiness
#FeelingLost
#suicide
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BEACHED GRAY WHALE AT DUSK (sometime around 1984-1985; while walking along the beach in Cardiff By the Sea, California)
a great spirit s vessel
lies broken before me here
breached breathless
beached lifeless
still present in form
but whose presence
of spirit and being s life essence
in abscence here now
is completely gone
i can only find and take
some relative comfort and solace
to help alleviate
to help lighten
my heavy grief
by my simultaneously imagining
in this dark weighty moment
it s sweet gentle beautiful soul
perhaps breaching anew
even here now
free...
lies broken before me here
breached breathless
beached lifeless
still present in form
but whose presence
of spirit and being s life essence
in abscence here now
is completely gone
i can only find and take
some relative comfort and solace
to help alleviate
to help lighten
my heavy grief
by my simultaneously imagining
in this dark weighty moment
it s sweet gentle beautiful soul
perhaps breaching anew
even here now
free...
#emotional
#grief
#LifeChangingMoment
#memories
#nature
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WHAT WOULD IT MEAN
What would it mean to you to finally to get the opportunity, for you to be able to share your life and dreams, with honesty and truth and trust.Within a solid rock relationship that will affect the very, foundation of your own personal thoughts and prayers as well. 🙏 For let's take a moment to analyze, the deepness of your mind thoughts. On what is happening in your life and world. 🌎 When are you going to make a difference, between the lines of your own thoughts 🤔 and decide. WHEN is it really enough a enough of crying and hurting and feeling lost, in a relationship...
#CallToAction
#emotional
#philosophical
#StreamOfConsciousness
#uplifting
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Do Not Take Relief Upon Innocent People's Grief
Do not take relief upon innocent people's grief
Addiction is not only being slave to drugs, under cocaine control, or beneath a boss's hand kowtowing like a meek sheep, enslaved to their swaying stick, to their whims and extravagant desires, to look like a tamed animal,, you may also fall into slavery being a dependently addicted user, when those drugs, those psychedelics like LSD or mescaline, assail your whole attention, play on your real optical visions, give you a negative feedback on the world around you, affect your life for the worst, make of you an object of...
Addiction is not only being slave to drugs, under cocaine control, or beneath a boss's hand kowtowing like a meek sheep, enslaved to their swaying stick, to their whims and extravagant desires, to look like a tamed animal,, you may also fall into slavery being a dependently addicted user, when those drugs, those psychedelics like LSD or mescaline, assail your whole attention, play on your real optical visions, give you a negative feedback on the world around you, affect your life for the worst, make of you an object of...
#addiction
#confessional
#drugs
#emotional
#uplifting
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Awaken The Dormant Muse
When the twilight burns, when the misted haze of the day wanes, when the tired birds, are quietly nestled, snuggled safely inside their mothers bosom..when the awful mountain sinks in the black dome, and its head gone up into dark nothingness, shrouded in mystery. And when the wind is bare, wrapped in the silence of the sensed air, a faint whiff taken into darkly caves, then the muse comes out of that world, takes my quill, traces my poetic reveries. " her inspired word..""........
The spell is ripe to glean the mellow thoughts, bred quietly, wisely...
The spell is ripe to glean the mellow thoughts, bred quietly, wisely...
#emotional
#metaphor
#philosophical #StreamOfConsciousness
#philosophical #StreamOfConsciousness
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Because !!!
Because i am black
this cafe is for the white
Because i am poor
This avenue is for the rich
And because i am a native resident
This town is only for the civilized
And because i am a believer
This church is for the atheists
******
And because and because and because !!!!
And because you say i am bad,
So all the world agrees with the fact
That me being bad, makes me an easy target
And because you are the chief
So all you say must be,...
this cafe is for the white
Because i am poor
This avenue is for the rich
And because i am a native resident
This town is only for the civilized
And because i am a believer
This church is for the atheists
******
And because and because and because !!!!
And because you say i am bad,
So all the world agrees with the fact
That me being bad, makes me an easy target
And because you are the chief
So all you say must be,...
#abuse
#bullying
#emotional
#rejection
#suffering
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Scars without the pain
I'm fucking her, no I'm killing her, no I'm fucking her
When I fuck her, I want to kill her
The way she makes me feel
So small
When I fall out of her and she laughs in my face
That's when I want to kill her
I want to make her understand that she can't do that to me
I'm not small
I'm big
The biggest
I want to fuck her & kill her all the time
I want it all
I know she fucks around on me all the time in an attempt to weaken me
She laughs in my face
and tells me she needs a real man
I want to kill her to stop the...
When I fuck her, I want to kill her
The way she makes me feel
So small
When I fall out of her and she laughs in my face
That's when I want to kill her
I want to make her understand that she can't do that to me
I'm not small
I'm big
The biggest
I want to fuck her & kill her all the time
I want it all
I know she fucks around on me all the time in an attempt to weaken me
She laughs in my face
and tells me she needs a real man
I want to kill her to stop the...
#abuse
#anger
#emotional
#emptiness
#rejection
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‘The Avoidance Of The Black Room…’
I’m here again.
Here in this room, the first room, or the other 5.
Away from the outside world, on the contrary, or am I out here while trapped inside?
This room, that room, this cell, or that hell.
How do we know we aren’t in heaven, or, in a sense, by choosing our own tumultuous endeavors for pleasure? In a hell, we created ourselves, bewildered as well as despondent. Lost sight of heaven, in this instance, for something corespondent.
The eerie silence in the air, along with the eerie subtleness of the night. Oh, how it speaks volumes within itself. Meanwhile, the...
Here in this room, the first room, or the other 5.
Away from the outside world, on the contrary, or am I out here while trapped inside?
This room, that room, this cell, or that hell.
How do we know we aren’t in heaven, or, in a sense, by choosing our own tumultuous endeavors for pleasure? In a hell, we created ourselves, bewildered as well as despondent. Lost sight of heaven, in this instance, for something corespondent.
The eerie silence in the air, along with the eerie subtleness of the night. Oh, how it speaks volumes within itself. Meanwhile, the...
#anxiety
#MentalHealth
#emotional
#hurt
#emotions
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The Voyage
The day we met was the moment the ducks aligned on the water
A setting sun in the background, hues of blue and purple faded now
I didn't know that my heart would fall and drown in a crazy wreckage
The image of tomorrow has a faint shadow of you beside me in my head
I know that you will not be there with me as I move forward in the future
Devastating as that sounds, there is no path unless I love myself before you
Before it was so easy to find my way because I flowed like a boat trapped on currents
I did not fight it nor did I release...
A setting sun in the background, hues of blue and purple faded now
I didn't know that my heart would fall and drown in a crazy wreckage
The image of tomorrow has a faint shadow of you beside me in my head
I know that you will not be there with me as I move forward in the future
Devastating as that sounds, there is no path unless I love myself before you
Before it was so easy to find my way because I flowed like a boat trapped on currents
I did not fight it nor did I release...
#love
#heartbroken
#breakup
#conflict
#emotional
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GOTTA ROLL WITH THE PUNCHES
Riddle me these thoughts that sometimes that they will remain, still unanswered questions wearing a mask to shield the disguise of the truth behind the faceless mask. 🤔 But they always have a tendency to be push up in your face, that makes you think about the things that people say 🤔. THAT sometimes echoes in the process of your mind thoughts, long after the conversation is over and done.
🤔 Yet THROUGH those moments of conversations with a someone, who has become a stranger it doesn't take long to understand, the method to the madness. WHY??? 🤔 Pretend...
🤔 Yet THROUGH those moments of conversations with a someone, who has become a stranger it doesn't take long to understand, the method to the madness. WHY??? 🤔 Pretend...
#regret
#rejection
#emotional
#StreamOfConsciousness
#bittersweet
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THE REAPER
This piece of knowledge is a wake up call to the women's and men's, for know one is exempt from the betrayal of false love and lies 🤨 DON'T BE AFRAID THEN AGAIN MAYBE YOU SHOULD BE AFRAID...🫣
Have you ever seen the reaper creep into your life, and if you did what is the first thing you imagine, in your thoughts of your mind. Have you ever had a feeling that something, about this mysterious, figure that stands before you just doesn't feel right to your life and 🌍. YET you can't put your finger on it, yet you asked thyself why are you...
Have you ever seen the reaper creep into your life, and if you did what is the first thing you imagine, in your thoughts of your mind. Have you ever had a feeling that something, about this mysterious, figure that stands before you just doesn't feel right to your life and 🌍. YET you can't put your finger on it, yet you asked thyself why are you...
#heartbroken
#secrets
#emotional
#StreamOfConsciousness
#deception
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DU Poetry : Long Emotional Poems