Why I loved you....

I wrote this when we first met..... Everything has changed......
1) you are mine
2) you make me feel special
3) you make life more fun
4) you always know what to say
5) you always make me smile
6) I always think about you
7) your voice makes me blush
8) you make me feel wanted
9) you make me more confident
10) you treat me right
11) you don't judge me
12) you don't try to change me
13) you accept me as I am
14) you treat me better than any guy I have ever been with did
15) you actually care about me
16) you don't do stuff to upset me
17) I can trust you
18) you make me laugh
19) you make my day better
20) you would never hurt me
21) we have so much in common
22) I fell in love with you at first sight
23) I'm sad when I'm not talking to you
24) you are in my dreams
25) I replay our conversations
26) you say "awesomer" even though its not a word
27) you tickle me even though I hate it
28) you call me babe
29) every love song reminds me of you
30) you don't hate country
31) you are the reason I'm happy right now
32) every time your name shows up on my phone my heart skips a beat
32) I can tell you anything and everything
33) you aren't a total jerk
34) you make me feel better about myself
35) I'm shy around you
36) I could talk on the phone with you for hours
37) I didn't think there was a bright side of life until I met you
38) you fixed my broken heart
39) I can't see a future without you
40) you let me be me
41) you don't ignore me
42) you are sooooo cute
43) just the thought of life without you makes me cry
44) I fall asleep thinking about you
45) since I met you I have more reasons to live
46) I need you
47) I want to be in your arms right now
48) I want to hug you right now
49) I don't care what people think of me because you like me and that's all that matters
50) you are the only one who can make me happy
51) you call me beautiful
52) your voice is so cute when you're sleepy
53) you mumble when you're tired
54) you know how to convince me that you're right about things that are wrong
55) you talk to me when you're half asleep
56) you're impatient
57) you love me for who I am
58) you will call me first thing when I wake up
59) you make me want to be myself
60) all I have to do is think about you and I start blushing
61) you give me courage
62) you are always there for me when I need you
63) you put up with my craziness
64) you are random
65) you're protective
66) you want what's best for me
67) you're stubborn
This list was supposed to continue but then everything changed and I see a side of you that I've never seen before. A side I do not like. A side that hurts me...