Mother May I Say

Mother, mother may I say?
All you've done has pushed me away.
You gave me life, you brought me to this earth
Then you turned me away saying I have no worth.

Abandoned my body at its time of need
At just age of 5 you never loved your own seed.
Then turning to teen, such a change in life
You never called, cared, bothered I was still alive.

Now you waltz back in , seen how much I've grown
Sayin you love me, calling me your own.
When once before I needed your love
I needed you to care, to help me rise above.

Yet nothing I said
Would stick in your head.
What you wanted to hear was all a lie
Not what I ha to say, no I had to let my thoughts die.

Mother, mother may I say?
With ears to see and eyes to play.
I still have love, just buried inside.
Deep in the thoughts I left behind.

You still cause drama within this home
Letting sadness and disparity freely roam.
Bringing the memories back from the grave
From when I was a child, hoping for a save.

I let everything go, so should you too
Let the melancholy remembrance sway off into the blue.
Mother, mother may I say?
What has been done will never come another day