Blase Splee

I wanna stop
this madness
of missing you
its kinda lame

it doesn't
happen all the time,
anymore
but sometimes,
like when,

I was stuck
in the snow,
had to walk home
and get a shovel

oh how I missed you
but,
I dug myself out
and I drove
away

I was sitting in the dark
because I couldn't
reach the bulb
I missed you,

ended up
getting a chair
stacking phone books on it,
changing it myself,
let there be light.....

I wiped out,
hard on the ice
I just laughed
it was then I missed you

I wiggled over
to the lamp post
pulled myself up
and went about my day

but today fucking sucked
I think I needed a hug
damn it, I tried giving one to myself
it didn't work
I truly miss you

anger steps in
I punch the wall
and kick the air
I'm the one who left
so, why do I miss you so freaking much?