sibilings

As they travel,
my sadness makes more distance away from my happiness
those miles mean more than just a feeling

if i could crawl on knifes to make up for the time
i wouldnt try to place them in their backs as they walk away

a heated disscusion
a passioniate embrace
an apology in the morning ,cause first one wasn't good enough

if your too busy thinking you notice how everyone else is fake
how do you know how real you are

you always take it back to who you choose to be
and yet we love you regardless.
stop being a critic on the credit im not recieving
Dont hold my past against me

I only make up off the wall comments so that it will be hard for anyone to ever believe me
I hope to gain their trust by them knowing im different

Im living my dreams of what you think i should be and losing sleep searching for what i know ill never find

I cant expect running away will help me catch up to my future
Its been far ahead of me  to long a time ago

My family is what helps cause i give them the chance
Your friends are what you think helps
Cause you dont give us the chance.

I already miss smiling.