A Letter to God

God, there doesn't seem to
be answers for the questions
that I pray.
The sorrow's spreading like a
cancer, eating my soul away.

Whenever there's happiness,
it's followed by pain.
I feel that all my hard
work is being done in vain.

I don't want to give up,
but I have no motivation.
I'm known to build others up,
but where's my inspiration?

My heart is heavy, and people
are saying that they love me
only for them to let me down
and take advantage of me.

This can't possibly be what
you want for my life.
Haunted by feelings of anger,
confusion, suicide, and strife.

The same person to whom I owe
honor, homage, and respect
loves others so tenderly but
I'm the one they neglect.

I'm just saying, there's gotta
be something more.
Don't you have something better
for me in store?

What I'm thinking is that
I really can't handle this crap.
Please respond, when you can..
I'm talking ASAP!