Misery Loves Company (Especially Mine)

And, in a whirlwind,
My life was
Over.

And, worst of all,
There was nothing
I could do to
Stop
F
A
L
L
I
N
G
Down this pit.

When I reach the
Bottom, I just go back
To the top only to
Plummet back down.

My life follows
This cycle
To the very letter.

I suppose God loves
Irony.

I suppose misery does
Love company. Mine especially.

I don't want to keep
Falling. I want to
Wake up from this
Nightmare and
Live.

Most of all,
I want to
Die.

I want my life
Being over to
Mean my life is
Actually over.

I want this suffering
To end.