The price of enlightenment

If only i could show you what these dark eyes have seen.... a world that’s far from clean… full of evil where no ones treated like a king or queen… Where hearts are taken for granted… this world where the lords name is chanted and the Karmic seeds are planted…. This illusion that has us enchanted…. Separated from the one that matters… when all other desires and hopes shatter….that’s when love for him slowly gathers…. Happiness is over rated… when u drop to your knees…. Full of egos cancerous disease… begging the lord… I can’t take no more…pleaseeee… his compassion and love offers instant release…. So when life throws you down, and smacks you around…Always remember the one who wears the heavenly crown… the king of kings… smile… knowing that These are all passing things….
Read this story and realize the truth…. A story about a tormented childhood and youth…. Painful separation…Temptation… and leaving the present for the trickery of imagination….. so here we go… make sure you read it slow…
Even at a young age she sat alone.... talking to her daddy over the telephone
Who had left before she was even born...
Her mother’s struggles... she had known- crying without a man to call her own
The call of her heart… her mother could no longer postpone… packed their bags…. Hoping to make it safely to a country with first world flags….
So many different places… a whole lot of different faces… trying to escape…. A future without a shape…
Only 3 years of age as they sat in jail.. for trying to bail - No time for repentance... – realizing now POVERTY is not A life sentence ... Trying to cross borders they were caught.... a lesson taught.. as her mother sat in a corner her stomach full of knots...... a plate of plain rice and potatoes thrown in... like they were a pack of dogs, the cruel treatment due to the color of their skin .....Starved and tired from fighting fear,,, THOSE Refugees- a officer makes it clear... the little girl see’s her mothers shame... as her eyes fill up with tears... it's going to be ok mommy.... don’t worry I m here.
Somehow they managed to survive all that... and land in Canada..
She’s so excited she wants to see him real bad.. and put a picture to the voice shes been calling dad.... they will have a real home, her moms so glad.…
Real life starts now.... In a second god handed her a dad and a home a lil happiness the divine one allows.... her fantasy life... soon turned into ash... with whips of cable on her bare back... she was lashed... this was her ideal dad... when he got mad
she cried out in pain... anything but this god… life can be so odd …. she wished for her jail cell… that closed off lil harsh hell….. but this was life on the fast track...when she learned animals aren’t the only ones that attack….. but no matter how hard she wished ... she could not turn the time back.....