Pain and no tears

Rows of sorrow

There is no tomorrow

Pain fills my body

nobody will ever know

how much pain is going through my veins

so much sadness

its madness

Tears want to fall

but I stand too tall

tears are held back

waiting until it can't hold no more

and let go,

then the tears would fall

like a waterfall in spring

a waterfall of ...

sadness...

pain...

regret..

and mistakes...

The pain is changing me I'm not the same

scars and cuts cover my arms

getting made fun of because I'm different

the pain gets worse and the tears build up

waiting for the tears come out but it never does..