Self Obsession

Words out of control as they spill out pain
with pleasure of myself gain, victim I play of
my own masochism I’m the man of disturbing
self dominating that conflict of letting go of
control I want it rough now lost in my anger
aggression now is obsession with the silence
of my own voice words I don’t speak that has
become my reflection loss in a mirror with a fatal
crack  as it glare back at me, becomes self hyped
out of control.