Insane for the Muse

Was it there in that
   hollowed shell
You saw the eyes
   that nurtured hell
Faithful for the
   girl who died
I wonder if she
   ever lied
Ruin her with
   vulgar lips
She likes it when you
   bruise her hips
I'm that girl,
   that violent kiss
The one he fucked,
   the one that's pissed
Unstable is the
   latest fad
Now I lust for
   being bad

I need the sins
   in pretty lies
Dripping madness
   and sacrificed
Seduced by
   alcoholic promises
I love it when I'm
   touched like corpses
It's the beauty of
   being obscene
It's the trust in
   kerosene
Will you promise
   to regret
Moan for me
   obsessed and wet
My muse was
   poverty raped
Don't blame me as
   insanity drapes

What is it you
   see in me
I hope you wanna
   watch me bleed
Do you like my...
   poetry?
The kind that makes me
   want to scream
I don't really
   give two fucks
I'm the product of
   erratic drugs
Read my tounge
   it taste like shit
I am the horror
   of this pit
I hope you hate me
   for all I am
'Cause I love you
   for being dammed