The Real...(I want to remember)

I
want to remember...
how you feel...
not now...
in this distant cold..
emptiness
but then...
when we..were
formal..and powerful
Like
David and Bathsheba
energy moving even
with the steady flow
of destiny...
It was like connecting
with an angel entity...
even now...

I feel you
breathing next to me
Ghost fingers...lending
to my external pleasure

I want to remember you...
When you loved me at your leisure
Leavin passion marks..
stifling my screams
in the dark...
You...
promising to be mine...
then branding my heart...
Now...
vapors of your essence
haunt me
as I try...
to remember...
what Loving was like
when I knew you...
before you chose
this other life
that didnt include me...
You were suppose to remember me
Before you met that girl at Berkley
(or what ever school you went to)
All I know is..

I wanna know you
like old school
vinyl ...spinning
out songs from yesterday
inside internal speakers
from the future...we
have yet to have...
I ..

want to remember you so  well
that we have no choice but to cross
each others paths...
I want to remember you better
than ...my next breath
Like fresh ...air

I want the wind to blow
when you get near..
I want to walk into you
like destiny revealed...
with evervescents from fresh
orange peels...
I want to feel...

everything about
You..
So whenyou find me
You
will
never
let
me
go.