Fucking like the damned

I want you to fuck me like you’re going to hell.  
 
I don’t want the sophistication  
of some complicated,  
beautiful pain.  
I want it  
sick,  
raw,  
brutal,  
you’re-gonna-kill-a-bitch
with your hands,  
and your cock,  
and your need.  
 
I want to be fucked so wrong  
that I can’t piss without wincing  
for three days,  
and the rugburn on my chin  
matches the bruises on my forearms.
 
I want to rape your morals,  
ride your demons,  
come screaming  
against the ethical dilemma  
I’m rubbing in your face
like a tongue-hungry clit,  
and bare-knuckles force you  
to take me down  
hard.
 
I’ll meet you at the door  
with a right hook that  
knocks you back two steps,  
your hands out, trying to warm  
me with words  
when I just want to feel  
your inferno  
(after so long)
trapped between my thighs.
 
I’ll throw words and blows,  
baby,  
goad you,  
hunt you,  
are you man enough  
to take me
(fucking are you)
like I’m a rabid predator,  
hell-bent on infecting you
with my fatal fury.  
 
It’s going to feel good when you pin me against the wall,  
take me to the ground .  
It’s going to feel so fucking good to unleash  
when I fight back with meaning,  
with fervor, with skill,  
because you’re going to have to  
fuck  
me  
up  
to fuck me tonight.  
 
You’re going to have to give in,  
and slide into the primordial place  
where right and wrong
and fantasy can take a shit  
off a cliff,  
and the only resolution  
is for you to slam into me  
while your skin curls  
like ribbons under my nails.  
 
I want to make you drag me half-naked  
across the carpet by my hair,  
and backhand me  
when I narrowly miss  
breaking your balls on my knee.
 
I want to hate you as you ride me,  
as I try to throw you off the carnival ride  
eyes open,  
furious at the sopping slaps  
of your body owning mine;  
and when I’m riding you
it’s with the threat of death  
as I pull your hands from my  
tits and wrap those long fingers  
around my throat.  
 
I want to be fucked like you’re going to hell,  
beyond the damned and insane  
with nothing left to lose,  
 
and only  
my body  
to prove it.