The Other Side

Never have I ever imagined I would be stuck in this black hole
As I go deeper and deeper life just gets so cold
I try to pull my self out but it keeps dragging me back in
Its a sadness and madness that grasps my soul within
Taking the time to try and do things right
It comes back around to twist it into a fight
I can't win for lose, its a never ending battle
Just to find what needs to be done has turned into a hastle
As I sit and stare at the one I thought was me
I realise the whole time it was just a dream
A reality I wanted to come true
Its kinda hard to turn yourself into someone who was never you