Hey

That breath
that drink
killing me
feels so real
and feels so wonderful
breathe in
Different sight
different everything
I could make you all vanish
I could do anything in the world
right here right now
laughing falling drinking
alone
on my own
it's not that bad
not that cold
for this moment as all vision
seeps to black
and they come to visit
such a wonderful time alone
and could I ever explore
if anyone was here
would they tell me to stop
stop whats keeping me alive
it is not that awful
money is an issue
but there are ways
to support my smile
and who am i to give up
what I have always wanted
it is killing me
it is my only love
it is pathetic
it gives back
don't tell me to stop you have peered into my mind less than a minute
and you say
all answers are perfect while sober
and everything is perfect
why why why
do you still cry
when I could give you the secret to joy
it's right here
in my lungs
even a little in my pocket
you don't have to cry
you don't have to feel
right when everything starts turning dark
you will know that you are being embraced
you are wanted
by these visions
I don't want you crying
so just once try it