Living The Past

iT Sucks To Know That All These Memories
Only Bring Me Fuckin Misery
And i Know i Said That Line Before
But That Doesnt Make it Less True
i Just Dont Know What To Say Anymore
iTs Lik Everything i Do Bring Back The Past
i Tried To Fight , i Tried To Be Fast
iT Only Trun Out To Be a Waste of My Time
So i Keep Repeating The Frist Line
i Guess i Was Crused Since Birth
i Cant Over Come This Fear
That Blinds My Future From Being Clear
iTs Like You Can Burn Down a House
But The Ashes Will Still Remain
Things Might Seem Like They've Changed
Yet i Set Carry The Blame
Yet im Still So Ashamed
Yet i Cant Help But To Feel That Everthing is The Same
Like Am i Frozen in Time
And The Pain is Still Fresh in My Mind
No Matter How Much Weed
i SMoke They Just Dont Go Away
Only Mange To Save Me
For Those Few Hours of My Life
Before The Weed Drops Me
i Cant Tell My Friends For Help
Because if i Do Then i'll Feel Expose
Leaving MY Self Open For Another Heart Ache
i Dnt Wanna Risk Another Friend Saying There Gone
Feels Like iM in a Game of Chess
And Even Thou i Might Have Tried My Best
iM Still Gonna Be One Move Away From CheckMAte
iM Staring To Think My Demons
No Me To Will And This Shit Was Destine
To Happen No Matter What i Do
Everyday Proof That iTs True

-AJ