Troubled Mind

Clouded By My Thoughts
Just Thinking oF A Way To escape
While Walking iN This Empty ParKing Lot
i Just Cant Clear My Head
While Voice of a mother
Echos in my Head
While i yell And Say Why Dnt you Get Another
My Hearts is pumping Stress
Fueling The Madness
And Together Making Sadness
But i Gotta Stay Strong
So i Smile For the cameras which are people Eyes
Yeah i Know This is Wrong
But This is the  only Way i know How To survive
 And iKnow i Gotta put iT To a End
i Wanna Let it all Fade Away in the Wind
So iM Trying To Let iT All Go
hopefully these Problems Will Melt Away With The Winter Snow
But These Problems Keep Getting The Best of me 
While making Me More Distance
So i Need Somebody To
SiT Me DowN N Force Me To listen
And Show Me What iM Miss'in
i Guess i Need Some Thing To Blance Out My Lows
To Make Me Be REal
Something To Bless my Soul
To Help Me Recover or Heal
Whatever it is i Need To Find iT To Nite
i Need That Cure
This Sickness Has Spread Throught My mind
So i Need Something To Make me Prue
 But The Virus Are My Memories 
They cloud My Mind N Keep Taken Away My Light
i Want The Voice of Doubt To Vanisih 
Bcuz iM Getting Tired of The Lies , iT Just Aint Right
My  Friends Are All Got
Theirs  Always Around Me 
But iTs lLike Drake Said
"im never actually am alone, i just always feel alone. "
All Thanks To My Troubled Mind
-AJ