The Night I Lost You

That faithful night,
i got a call..
It was your mother,
she had bad news..
i sat their and listened to the note,
as she read aloud ver the phone..
tears swelled up in my eyes,
when i heard my name i lost it..
i couldnt bear not having my bestfriend,
there by my side..
You were bautiful,
why did you take your life..

that night,
i sat there thinking..
what was school going to be like,
now that you are gone..
i knew this day was going to come,
but not this early..
you were family to me,
not just a friend..
no one can replace you,
my old best friend..

The part of the note,
that you wrote about me.
plays over in my head,
when i try to sleep at night.

'dear Taylor,
  Im sorry it came to this, i did love you as a sister i really did. I just couldnt put up with the stresses from school anymore.Once everyone sees whpo i really was theyll regret everything that they did.. you are beautiful,smart, kind.. dont let anyone take that away. Promise me you wont end up like me. Please take care of my parents, they will need your help, they loved you like they loved me.... goodbye old friend :'(

I couldnt help but cry,
whenever it came to 'goodbye old friend'
it kills me to think,
that people i go to school with mentally killed her.
nothing will bring,
my old friend back..
I'll miss you girl :(