The New Wore Off

I really don't know what to do... No longer does my man love watching me strut around in my high heel shoes. Instead, he watches internet porn where there's always something new. I once believed he'd never make me feel insecure or blue. He really doesn't know how bad it is, it's really rude. To lose interest like he has after everything I do. It just hurts so bad and puts me in this jealous mood. What if I ever lost interst in him and watched some other naked dude? I'd hope he'd bitch me out, then my ass he'd chew. But he don't care at all, he just keeps typing in porno tube. Is he looking for a total slut? This shit will end up causing us a feud. I'm not saying anything else about it until he helps me change my attitude. How am I supposed to want him if he put me in a bad mood. It's hard enough just trying to get completely nude. Let me know when your over it, DUDE.