Bet You Didn't Know....

They called me back to talk about problems,
but I said I had none.
They could've persisted,
what would it have done?

Some people think I'm pretty,
others don't agree....
To the pastor I'm just the blue eyed girl
who is going blind and loves to bleed.

Secrets I dared to share
never did a thing.
Sometimes I still do it,
but I'm not too ashamed.

Will I ever really quit?
Or carry on like this forever?
I guess its better than the starving,
even if now I'm not as slender.

There's this girl I love,
do I hurt her with my tricks?
I just need a higher dose,
have to have my little fix.

For that girl and that girl only,
I might actually try....
Really, its exhausting,
not caring if you die.