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THE GREAT MISTAKE

There's no one else I can blame for this happenin
[/font]I feel this rush of sunken depression, it's really saddenin,
It started off good & it seemed we were a match
I guess too much went down & I became 2 attached,
Now, it's like for a piece of ass is all u askin
I was blinded by your lies & now the truth is unmaskin,
You've dragged me along this road & sho nuff I was ridin
Even though u seemed truthful, I can tell that you're lyin,
Your eyes lingered to my breasts, hips, and thighs
Rather than listenin to what I was sayin & makin contact with my eyes,
Phone convos were reduced 2 whose ***** was the greatest
I dont mind you givin me the compliment, but I'm beginning 2 lose patience,
Instead of worryin about what's comin out my mouth, you worryin about what else I could be doin with it
Then tell me stories, like I wasnt there, of the last time u hit this,
Now I understand why Lyfe gave the advice he gave
If u dont think before you let it go, then you're destined to become a sex slave,
Caterin to the needs of a sex-crazed person which they make seem like love
But no substitution can match the real thing, I know this shit aint love,
[/font]Now I'm itchin & breakin out from my allergies to your bullshit
You continue to tell me u love me & I cant stand 2 hear that shit,
How my emotions drifted frm love to I can't even stand u
But I can't seem to leave you alone & it feels so true,
From best friends to lovers to friends with benefits
I got lost & confused on our title...I jus can't believe this shit,
We talk about bein together..but I guess that wasnt on your agenda
U said it was a good possibility, but I guess you're just a great pretender,
You said all the right thingz & acted right with them
But that soon began to change & I understand now that I got the wisdom,
We kissed so passionatley & love lingered amongst us
I guess it held us in Cupid's chokehold, but now you've lost my trust,
I thought I knew u & it felt real, but your actions say different
Now when u talk I hear and smell the reek of your BS & the truth is incoherent,
So...tell me is my good gush the object of ur affection?
Possibly since you love bein around me, so I can flip your erection,
Now, it's bad because I have very low expectations
I dont expect much from you, because you have your limitations,
I've realized our downfall & it wuz part-way my fault
Instead of lettin u sample this, I shoulda kept it locked down like a vault,
But now this dead love I can no longer partake
The sex with you may have been great...actually the best but that may have been my biggest mistake.