Blue Souris Secrets

I am not pure
I am so very unsure
I have loved before
I didn't tell you but each time, except for a couple, it was I who walked out the door
I am the reason I am unhappy
I am the happiest when I am drowning in misery
It was I who sabotaged every relationship I have ever been in
It was I who made it nearly impossible to love me for long, it was I who should be blamed for the trouble I am in
I take the credit for it really, truly was all me
And I could understand if this knowledge will cause you to flee
For if you are to love me you must love all the dark corners of me
If either of us are to be truly happy