I am the girl

Sitting alone
Never enough.
Tears fall down
As I act so tough.
I am sorry
I am not
The one you prefer.
I am the other girl
The less important girl
The girl who would scream
And many will ignore.
I am the girl
Who no person sees.
I am the girl
Who is spoken of as
Cowardly.... Meek.
Spoken as the one who will cry
When things get to tough.
I am the girl who stands in the back
And stays away.
I am the girl who will take
The judgment and not speak up.
I am that girl
Who has a lot to say
But only says it in her own mind.
I know tis true.
I know that it's right.
But I also know how wrong I feel
To be pushed aside
For another person.
I may be the girl
On the ground
With tears down her cheeks
With the broken half heated smile
But I am the girl who will keep getting up
Even though she is to weak.