Admit

I admit I did wrong
I admit I destroy us

Everything that we were
Everything that we were going to be

I destroyed us
I cheated
I did the unspeakable
I did the horrifying act

There are so many excuses         I could used
In the end none
Will ever justify the despair     I caused

I know you need a reason
I cannot give one
As I don’t know why

All I can do
Is earn your trust
Earn your forgiveness
And earn myself respect back

And one day be yours again