The Best in my World

Dear M. and B.,
      I am sorry that I was unable to be there for you. I wished that so many years had not gone by between us seeing eachother. I always tried to. Did you know that? I was always wanting to see you guys. Always trying to plan holidays so that you could come visit. But, my family was always moving. Always on the go. I hated that. Last I saw you was when I was 14. Now, I am 21. Just turned. I am sorry I was not a good grand-neice. If that is even a word. Haha. You are family though so I know you won't care. It doesn't matter who reads this, because It is strictly meant for you, my family. When I heard about you having Luekemia B, I was devastated. I didn't think that people just developed it. How? Am I misunderstood? Is it that you only just now found out? I guess in a way you could give hope for others. And M, when I found out you had pancreatic cancer just 3 months after M passed in her sleep, I thought, "What is going on. How could this be happening??!" I blamed God, I begged with God, I pleaded. But no, I was unable to get through to him I think. You passed only two weeks after I found out about you having the cancer. I was heartbroken. You an M were my favourite pair. There was noone else like you guys. I am always regretting not being able to see you guys before you left us. I hear that My grandma was there for you both though. Speaking of her, I just thought I would let you know that she is doing fine. She misses you guys, and  I can tell she is devastated, but she also knows that you guys are in a better place. I think that is what is helping her through this. She's a true trooper. Anyways I just wanted to tell you guys that I love you, always, and I miss you like crazy. Tell my grandfathers hi for me too? And stay as happy as you guys have always been.


I Love You Guys Always
Your loving grand-neice,
K.D.H.