Never Completely Mine

Touched but untarnished, a perfect porcelain figure.
Fucked up then varnished, I was the bullet you were my trigger.

Kissed your lips, it was vinegar flavoured spit.
Made me twitch, screamed "I fucking hate you bitch".

"Sorry I love you, but why do you parade?
I hate you I have dug both your graves"

One minute happy, all the joy in the world.
The next dead inside only pain I felt.

Forgiveness I had to give because hate had consumed my heart.
Love I still have, but forever we will be apart.