A New Kind of Day To Day

day to day
I used always feel the same way
I used act like everything was okay
when in reality I barely would make it a whole day
with out crying my eyes out at night
he makes me feel like everything's going to be alright
he is the best kind of guy there is out there
want to know why? because without wanting anything in return he truly does care
for once dreams are nothing compared to reality
is he for real or just a fantasy?
never dared to hope, never dared to dream that he could ever fall in love with me
never thought I would be happy waiting to see what the two of us could turn out to be
I want to spend my life loving Him
to surprise him again and again
I never, never let myself want someone who meant what they say
simply because they would mean it when they'd give up on me and walk away
I want to be his biggest fan
and call him my man
but what I really want is forever and a day
with days that don't go as planned and things that we'll have to work through but I want it all anyway
simply because I would get to claim him as mine
forever and a day and hopefully all time
I know there'll be times when we both need our space
but to I can't see either of us leaving the other just to save face
I don't know what else to say
except right now I'm hoping both our paths are going the same way
and maybe will meet up and become one someday
but really I don't know what to say
except I'm hoping he'll be mine someday
so now I have a new kind of day to day