Broken love story

Thoughts racing through my mind, beats racing through my heart.
Worked so hard for something so real, but now we're back where it starts.
I've spared for you, was there for you, you even told me things my heart felt were true.
So tell me one thing, why is it so easy for you to forget me, but here I am still caring for you.
No regrets, no mistakes, living life day by day,
but being without you is like your favorite record broken on replay!
Suffering in scilence, cant sleep too busy crying for the guy with a new girl spending everyday smiling.
Ive lied for you, stayed up late nights for you, tore apart my family and even wiped my own tears dry for you.
Took a knife to the back and here I am still asking why for you.
Did you even care? Or was it just for play, if I were to leave for good would you give your heart away?
The cause of my happiness, but now the cause for my pain.
Was this all just a plan in your sick love game?
You took special things, my virginity was one,
so if you ever come back, it might be too late, because my heart will silently go and my mind will be sumbliminally done.
I stare out my window thinking about you,
the things I remember and how my dreams came true.
The laughter we shared
and the short days as they grew.
Im missing you dearly, incomplete without you.
You promised me something thats means alot,
whether you and me are together or not.
So I have no eye for another but eventually that will end,
so when my heart is ready i'll get the opportunity to love again,
I'll be ok, so please baby don't worry,  
this was just my journey through our broken love story