Burdens

 
The burdens i bare are mine and mine alone 
Because love is some thing i have never known
I may look like im happy and act like i dont care 
But its just a mask that i constantly wear 
I kill my emotions because they only bring grief 
My life was ripped apart and im still on disbelief 
Im living in hell with no way out 
As my mind becomes full of hate and doubt
The unbarable sadness is tearing me apart 
As i stand alone holding my bleeding heart 
Every one has abandoned me and i dont know why 
As i scream to the clouds just tell me why 
Why must i suffer why must i feel this pain 
I just want to put a bullet in my brain 
Its like i said these burdens i bare are mine and mine alone 
Because love is some thing i have never known