Fight inside

The fight inside is a vicious war.
It's full of so much blood.
I'm trying so hard not to fade.
Trying not to become that monster.
Screaming up at the sky for help.
This fight inside has gone on forever.
I just want it to be over.
Peace of mind is what I want.
Peace in my soul is what I need.
It's so hard.
I'm so afraid of losing the fight inside.
With each step I take I grow more desperate.
With each passing breath I struggle.
Standing my ground is hard.
Pulling through is what I'm doing.
Man up is what I have to do.
The fight inside may seem unbearable.
It's not impossible to conquer it.
I'm pushing myself forward.
I won't give up.
I'll keep fighting till I breathe my last breath.
The fight inside will not conquer me.