crimson blood and poison tears

rain, rain go away
because of you  the pain will stay
slit my throat, cut out my heart
leave me here, tear it apart
poison tears stream down my face
my heart beats at a steady pace
as i try to stand again
alone and standing in the rain
i dont need you anymore
is what i think while tear
i hate you like i hate my life
but love is what cuts like a knife
love is death and death is you
its pain stains like a black tattoo
those memories come back again
and bind me in the ropes of pain
crimson blood streams down my head
like a long, silk ribbon tied by a thread
to a platnum bullet, a hole in my skull
now just a memory faded and dull