I'd just rather....

i'd rather feel the warm sand under my toes
than to have an expensive pair of shoes made by only Lord knows
Music without words while bathing away the stress put upon me
blocking out ignorance the devil lay before me
a soft kiss of true love
than a arms full of fake hugs
Dinner with a homeless person unfamiliar
than to break bread with the ungrateful
i prefer to be let down with honesty
than to be made a fool by someones misleading heart
convert my tears over to joy
rather than crack a smile so the pain i could avoid
id rather choose myself over the abusive luv of someone else
shower you freely with gifts of just because
making ever atempt to love the ones i love
if my last breathe comes to play
My heart, mind, and body will remain the same
....id just rather