Let me be Me

You push me away
When life doesn't go your way
You are never there
Yet you swear you care
When I need you most
You disapeer like a phantom, a ghost
You've always told me to be tough
I know I will never be good enough
Angered when a single tear rolls down my cheek
In your eyes I am ignorant and weak
You ignored every obvious sign
Did you honestly believe I was fine?
You have taken away my dreams
My voice as well so it seems
Why can't you notice me,
Not the person you want me to be?
It seems you should have learned your lesson
After they left you one by one
What will you do,
When there is no one left but you?
I will be happy the day we finally part
When you can't leave any more ugly scars on my heart
With you here my life will never be my own
Please, just leave me alone