how

how now
how ever
however my minds been able to switch so quickly is a concept near beyond me
i know what i want can't be real
but my heart has the eyes of a worm
but the openness seems to amaze me
socialization
i find it
a dangerous necessity
i try to live in simplicity but its far to gray
so much in between which brings me to my recollection
in a day and one third i've come to enjoy the communication between another
her as a person eye its always the once who live so far i find appealing
here i fear i look in the wrong places if i look
but how does it with the thought of being with her make my heart jump excites it so
how daft can one become
cut open by three
but love still ozes out when opened
how does it manage
does it not see the logic of Washington to Arizona
the a few moments reveal so little about a person
no its sees no time no boundaries it is smarter than i but far to virginic
far to soft
its exited another would be ever so interested to be with me
compony friends
more
it knows more can't be but it wants
it jumps to know someone who understands and connects gives a fuck
it knows something good will happen but i fear its optimism
it only laughs at me
it laughs more when i ask how
only replies
but its all you've ever truely wanted
and it warms me to know its still alive