I'm All Tied Up.

I'm all tied up. Pulled every which way.
no where to run,
no where to hide.
people are so clueless.
they don't understand how I feel
and how far I fell so long ago
I'm all tied up because nobody understands me.
I wish upon a star every night.
But that's just child's play
wishes don't work anymore
because I'm a child no more
the thought of my whole life is painful
I am not important to anyone anymore
because I'm not daddy's little girl any longer
I have become fond of love,
some say, its the strongest drug in the whole wide beautiful universe.
Sometimes I feel I am the universe,
full of so many things
and at the same time,
growing older, and older
one day no one will know or notice me
I'm turning into such a zombie
flopped around because these selfish people
don't care and don't know what their doing to me
My life is so painful
and sometimes I feel its out to get me because
of what the selfish people do to me
because I let them.
I let them break, and tatter my heart
until nothings left of my soul
my life punishes me by
making me think, and dream about it
this is the true reason why I cry myself to sleep every night.
I'm all tied up. pulled every which way
nowhere to run.
nowhere to hide.