Whispers...

I never meant for this silence
I never meant for this distance
A connection I've made awkward
Seems the flow of my existence

And I don't know how to type
Without feeling this pain
Whispers in the wind
With always thinking your name

I'm sorry it got this far
I want to bring it close
Juggling this new life
Like a jester who turned into a ghost

Still always on my mind
Through this chaos that has been life
Still wondering all the time
Thinking of what I could find

Because it isn't the end
Too precious to lose
My fault for missing my best friend
I've been missing you