Since i drowned myself in stress, The moment they added 'teen' to my description.
Stuck ever since and silent.
I've never had the freedom to openly carry my emotions. Only open to feeling between one friend left that night and a few shots left of a bottle. Whether they asked for it or not. Whether i asked for it or not. For the sole purpose of never bringing it up again.
I wasn't granted the luxary of wearing emotion per my environment. And more than enough i still...
I have to remind myself of the smaller things which i have never lost a love for. Rather deeper so, each age that passes.
Debating in my head of which is more preferable. Dusk or dawn. The answer sets in which was last, Experienced.
Each day, each night, i purposely look above to see which painting passes before me. I have witnessed a cloudless sky condense trails of yarn into cotton, and watch as it boils swiftly. With blotted sun and truly cleansing aromas. Reminding myself i have had the rare luxury to bare such witness. ...