Grace

hurting shadows I weep to, my Father
this isn't who I want to be
my heart desires a cottage with flowers
where we can discuss philosophy
and the madness will retract
 
my soul seeing clearly
Shiny demons confuse me in the daytime  
at night while sleeping I see them for what they are
 
Father another day is setting
let me sleep peacefully I've had a full dose
of the anger of my enemies
 
my soul song is for the angelic
sailing through space with you
my honesty knows you somehow
talking to you about anything
you approve of my broken state
 
my pride shook me
keening inside I don't know where I went
but I know I didn't go alone
 
a misfit of reality I fought demons like they would bow
leaving these types of wars for you
finally, standing aside knowing my place
 
seeking your faith in my internal storm, I seek grace